sad

a man just approached me, on leaving central station with some tears in my own eyes, and told me that i have one of his favourite voices in the world. a stranger, a man, he said, "you have one of my favourite voices in the world". smiled disarmingly then turned away as i stammered, "thank you". i dont know where else to write this or else i'll forget it

simply: want to be beautiful, want to be in love, want to be dead

can some1 show me some love , im gonna do it tonite

does anyone wanna look after me quick sec, im bout to burs

he sang earth angel to me as an aif file

2 weeks no shower

thinking about the last time i tried 2 kill myself i really was elated. tonight my skin is crawling, someone to hold my limbs tightly between forefinger and thumb and move lengthways with the limb from start til end til all my limbs have been touched. i actually rly mean it

lost all images because my iphone broke and my body broke too. i'm crying at the sunset from a hill in crystal palace

how am i still alive when i've tried so many times

Brown Rice

stole a rose

feel nothing

i've lost it

YEAH WELL YOU ARENT AS FAT, AS UGLY, AS UNKIND, AS HAUNTED, AS SELFISH, AS GREEDY, AS WRONG, AS EVIL AS I A,M

my ugliness is an intrusion on reality!