nini

These days I just wanna sleep and sleep because it hurts so much being up and thinking of all I’ve lost. But if I’m sleep, nothing even matters.

it’s not even a fear of abandonment anymore, it’s anticipated. it’s practically backed by science with the amount of times it’s happened.

I want to look as sick as I feel. so they know it's real

i think it's disheartening to come to the realization that you're not very bright, you're not particularly good at anything, don't have a dream or a goal you wish to accomplish... just existing with no purpose

depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

how difficult it is to have been an adult as a child and now a child as an adult

sorry for looking like i just cried for an hour. it’s just that i cried for an hour

Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

any room can be a panic room if you just give me a fucking second

Christmas is almost here idk if I should hang the lights or hang myself