𝖎 ♡ 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖞𝖑𝖛𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖆.

❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜

❛ this fear you feel? it won’t last. ❜

❛ you are my salvation. ❜

❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜

❛ get the hell away from me. ❜

❛ i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. ❜

❛ i’ll be your dirty little secret, if that’s what you’re into. ❜

❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜

❛ don’t you know how sick with love i am for you? ❜

❛ fucking hit me already. ❜

❛ i would burn the world for you. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. ❜

❛ i don’t know how you’ve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. ❜

❛ fix me. ❜

❛ they die for love, you kill for it. ❜

❛ you are mine, whether you agree or not. ❜

❛ do you like it when i bleed for you? ❜

❛ i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. ❜

❛ i’m starved for you, morning and night. ❜

❛ now i get to ravish you. ❜

❛ i am your god and your executioner. ❜

❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

❛ you’re my sweetest poison. ❜

❛ let’s do something about that mouth of yours. ❜

❛ your fascination with me will be your death. ❜

❛ you’re the monster that’s enticed me into your bed. ❜

❛ all you can say are pretty lies. ❜

❛ the fucked up thing is that it isn’t enough to just love you. ❜

❛ you’ve broken me. all i can think about is you. ❜

❛ you’ll beg for more. ❜

❛ an eternity with you would never satisfy me. ❜

❛ i would gladly let you drag me to hell. ❜

❛ everything i’ve done.. every horrible atrocity, it’s been for you. ❜

❛ you’re a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ❜

❛ feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. ❜

❛ every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. ❜

❛ there’s no black or white, only gray. ❜

❛ no one touches what’s mine. ❜

❛ make me indifferent, make me horrible. ❜

❛ i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. ❜

“I know why you’re calling.”

“I just miss you.”

“Do you miss me?”

“You’re not mad at me…?”

“It didn’t mean anything.”

“I just need help.”

“I just wanna see you again… I miss you so much.”

“I could never lie to you.”

“I don’t have any money.”

“I don’t know if I can do it.”

“(name), please.”

“Don’t you love me?”

“I know what she/he/they needs right now.”

“I’m your best shot at this.”

“What the fuck is the matter with you”

“We don’t have any secrets.”

“Can you do me a favor?”

“Oh yeah? How do you know that you’re right about this?”

“I’m just doing what I think is right.”

“You’re out of your god damn mind.”

“I need to talk to you.”

“Which room do you live in?”

“I guess I could do that for you.”

“Why? It’s not your fault.”

“Where do you think you’re going —”

“I was actually quite fond of her/him/them, you know.”

“What should we do?”

“Are you sure this will work?”

“What brings you here?”

“What’s going on?”

“What’s in your hand?”

“I didn’t want to make you angry.”

“It’s a very bad idea, (name).”

“What was it this time?”

“When are you coming home?”

“I have no idea when I’m coming home.”

“How come you never talk about your family?”

“Bad friends, bad drugs. All the cliches.” 

“I’m there. I’m there every fucking day.”

“I’ve been reduced to the useless one.”

“Sometimes, it really feels like it’s all my fault.”

“I’m here now.”

“It can’t keep going like this.”

“Have you really tried…?”

“It’s a talent i have.”

❝ well that was awkward. ❞she says as soon as mr osbourne leaves,scratching the back of her neck. she was anxious to meet harry's father,they'd been friends for a while now,total opposites but became friends nonetheless. she had yet to meet his father and today was the day. it wasn't like they were dating but scout felt the anxiety anyways,wanting to leave a good first impression. she even toned down her look for the occasion,something she never does for anyone.

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❝ i get it,man. no worries,it's not gonna ruin my day. ❞she plops down on the couch,feet hurt from the heels she wore. she really did doll herself up,all for nothing apparently. the more harry talked about his father the more she understood him,a little at least to an extent.

❝ i'm glad you think so. that's what matters. i hate eye contact. it's so creepy,freaks me out,honestly. and nah,man,i'm here to stay. just get me out of these heels. ❞she takes off said heels,gently placing them on the carpet beneath her,sighing as she does this,glad to have them off her aching feet. she wasn't used to heels,wearing them was just a pain int the ass.

a collection of lyrics taken from my mostly myspace era nostalgia playlist. this one goes out to all the former emo kids.  some triggering content may appear.  as always, feel free to change and adjust anything as needed.

“ things happen but we don’t really know why. “

“ all these things i hate revolve around me. “

“ why can’t you just be straight up with honesty? “

“ i’m coming home. i’ve been gone for far too long. “

“ have i fucked things up again? “

“ my bed’s so cold and lonely. “

“ you’ve got me shaking from the way you’re talking. “

“ if i had common sense, i’d cut myself or curl up and die. “

“ if this is love, i don’t wanna be loved. “

“ if i could be the devil, you can be the sinner. “

“ you could be the drugs and i could be the dealer. “

“ everything you say is like music to my ears. “

“ i’ve got you under a spell and i don’t think i’ll be letting you out. “

“ if this is heaven, then baby i don’t wanna know hell. “

“ i could’a went to college like rich kids do. “

“ in rock n’ roll, i got a phd. “

“ we got all that we need, packed it up in the van. “

“ i ain’t got shit, but i got this far. “

“ it’s probably better we’re not together. “

“ we were so young and invincible. “

“ young love was such dumb love. “

“ our first kiss stole the breath from my lips, why did the last one tear us apart? “

“ we were just kids in love. “

“ you won’t try to save me. you just want to hurt me and leave me desperate. “

“ you taught my heart a sense i never knew i had. “

“ i bet you believe that i’m better off with you than someone else. “

“ i’m not your boyfriend, baby. “

“ i’m not your knight in shining armor. “

“ l-o-v-e’s just another word i never learned to pronounce. “

“ how do i say i’m sorry? ‘cause the word is never gonna come out. “

“ i’m so bored, your words aren’t making sense. “

“ one more drink and i’m convinced. “

“ it’s been hell not having you here. “

“ i’ve been missing you so bad and you don’t seem to care. “

“ i bet you’ve never had a friday night like this. “

“ i don’t want this anymore. the thought of you is no fucking fun. “

“ i’m tired of begging for the things that i want. “

“ if i leave, i’m alone. but what’s the difference when you beg for love? “

“ we fell in love and now we’re both alone. “

“ i know it’s hard, but who are you to fall apart on me? “

“ i still think you’re beautiful. “

“ i don’t ever wanna lose my best friend. “

“ i really hope you enjoy the show. “

“ hotels are cheap and there’s one down the street. “

“ i’m sorry, i can’t see that you truly love me. “

“ i don’t care if you’re sick, i don’t care if you’re contagious. i would kiss you even if you were dead. “

“ did you call me last night just ‘cause you couldn’t get laid? “

“ you’ve got me right where you want me. “

“ i know i’m a bastard, but i’m not a coward. “

“ why can’t you see what you’re doing to me? “

“ don’t worry, i’ve let you go long before you left me. “

“ nothing compares to a quiet evening alone. “

“ let’s be more than this. “

“ you wear your heart on your sleeve, i threw mine to the sky. “

“ when you use your lips, they better be on me. “

“ liars turn me on. “

“ it’s only a crime if i get caught. “

“ i can’t keep sleeping in your bed if you keep messing with my head. “

“ i can’t keep touching you like this if it’s just temporary bliss. “

“ don’t even talk about the consequences, ‘cause right now you’re the only thing that’s making any sense to me. “

“ i don’t give a damn what they say or what they think, ‘cause you’re the only one who’s on my mind. “

“ will you be mine tonight? “

“ i thought you knew that i was crazy. “

“ who the fuck do you think you are? “

“ i can never be a perfect fucking image of what you want. “

“ we’re dancing with the devil. he’ll drink you under the table. “

“ do you still want me? “

“ i won’t be angry if you have to leave. but i won’t be waiting. “

“ don’t say you’re sorry because i won’t believe you. “

“ i’ve tried so hard to be what you needed. “

“ i’ve tried for so long to make you believe that i’m not the enemy. “

“ i never wanted a partner and i never loved you. “

“ i never wanted a partner and i never loved you, so now you’re free to leave. “

“ i swear to you now, i won’t call. “

“ congratulations. go home now. “

“ stop talking to me. i haven’t been listening. “

“ music is dead thanks to you cunts. “

“ my only home is the bottom of a bottle and a rolled up bill. “

“ i am rock and roll at it’s fucking finest. “

“ self destruction is such a pretty little thing. “

a collection of lyrics taken from my mostly myspace era nostalgia playlist.  this one goes out to all the former emo kids.  some triggering content may appear.  as always, feel free to change and adjust anything as needed.

“ let’s just stop, drop everything.  forget each other’s name and just walk away. “

“ it’s like we never knew each other at all. “

“ this is probably the best, not to mention the worst, idea that i have ever had. “ 

“ can we please just walk away? “

“ it could be like we never knew each other at all. “

“ i’ve been hiding in this bed for weeks. “

“ my throats raw from screaming and i haven’t said a word. “

“ if your stomach feels weak, then my job here is done. “

“ i used to be love drunk but now i’m hungover. “

“ i’ll love you forever. but forever is over. “

“ we used to kiss all night, now it’s just a barfight. “

“ don’t worry, i’ll be gone when the morning comes. “

“ lying is your favorite passion. “

“ once you have me, you’ll always come back. “

“ i know you love to resist, but all it takes is one kiss. “

“ you just love to hate me. “

“ i just love to hate you. “

“ i’ll keep tossing rocks at your window. “

“ they’ll tear us apart if you give them the chance. “

“ don’t say we’re not meant to be. “

“ just sneak out and don’t tell a soul goodbye. “

“ they can change the locks, don’t let them change your mind. “

“ tell me something sweet to get me by. “

“ if you can wait ‘til i get home, then i swear to you that we can make this last. “

“ i just feel complete when you’re by my side. “

“ you know you can’t give me what i need, and even though you mean so much to me, i can’t wait through everything. “

“ don’t you dare say we can just be friends. “

“ look at the mess we made tonight. “

“ we’re not falling in love, we’re just falling apart. “

“ if only he know about the world without bullshit and the lies. “

“ they could’ve saved me but instead i’m here drowning in my own fucking mind. “

“ i’ll be damned if you’re the death of me. “

“ you need a doctor, baby? you scared? “

“ this isn’t over baby, don’t believe a word they said. “

“ what burns the most is that you lied right to my face, and still i hold your hand to set you free. “

“ what happened between us? what can i give to save us? “

“ being righteous isn’t quite enough. “

“ i don’t even know your name. “

“ give me all you’ve got, make this night worth my time. “

“ i can’t take another disappointment. “

“ we could sit around and cry, but frankly you’re not worth it anymore. “

“ the moral this time is: girls make boys cry and die. “

“ i hope he’s leaving you empty. “

“ stay for tonight, if you want to. “

“ how the hell did you ever pick me? “

“ they say that love is forever. your forever is all that i need. “

“ please stay as long as you need. “

“ can’t promise that things won’t be broken, but i swear that i will never leave. “

“ please stay forever with me. “

“ as long as you’re here with me, i know i’ll be okay. “

“ soon this will be just an awful memory. “

“ will i ever be able to sleep again? “

“ lie to me and tell me i’m dreaming. “

“ you will always be such a tragic part of me. “

“ will you please take a walk with me? we can count the stars and disappear. “

“ i wish you could see that you’re the only girl i’ve ever dreamed of. “

“ why are you doing this to me? “

“ i’m being chased by my imagination. “

“ tell me i’m forgiven, say you’ll always be mine. “

“ say that everything is over, tell me i’m fine. “

“ this is the part where you’re supposed to scream. “

a compilation of sentence starters taken from various videos from the jhofffilms youtube channel.  feel free to change and adjust as necessary.

“ why would i wanna ruin the moshpit smell? “

“ you spilled beer everywhere ! “

“ what are you talking about? you have like, a thousand shirts. “

“ it’s $200 for the tickets, $300 for the backstage pass, $100 in service fees, plus $66. so that makes the total $666. “

“ if i get a shirt after the show, all my sizes are sold out. “

“ so then you buy the wrong shirt size and then you cut it? i don’t see why this is a problem. “

“ fucking slayer ! “

“ i hate when people assume my vest is my boyfriend’s vest. “

“ wait, what the fuck? isn’t that my vest? “

“ did you spend all your money on merch again? “

“ my favorite band? fucking exodus. only paul baloff era. “

“ i enjoy frolicking through the park, long walks through the pit, and double bass pedals. “

“ i just wanna get some sleep at one a.m. i don’t wanna listen to kreator’s third album in reverse order for the fourth time in a row. “

“ c’mon, motherfucker. i’m gonna teach you how to thrash. “

“ no karate in the pit ! “

“ who puts on headphones when they’re at a show? you wanna lose your hearing whenever you go to a concert ! “

“ you can live off of almonds. and beer. it’s good for your health. “

“ bonnaroo? what the fuck is bonnaroo? “

“ get back in your cab and go back to hot topic. “

“ i’m selling bootleg death angel t-shirts out of the trunk of my car so if you wanna get some good shit, just let me know. “

“ what the fuck is death angel?”

“ can you just, cool the metalhead thing? these guys aren’t metalheads. “

“ i’ve been to better keggers on a easter sunday than this shit. “

“ do these guys even listen to the second wave of norwegian black metal? “

“ you’re wearing a ghost shirt. your opinion is irrelevant. “

“ non-metalheads don’t get it. “

“ i washed your vest. it smelled like beer and sweat. “

” you went into my closet and took them, didn’t you? “

“ you’re my metal brother now, dude. “

“ in the name of paul baloff, gary holt, and freddie mercury. “

“ is this where we come to worship lemmy? “

“ there’s nothing more rad in this world than watching some sicko getting hacked to bits by some immortal bastard wearing a hockey mask because he’s late for his game. “

“ do not say one fucking bad word about cliff. “

“ fuck it, i’m gonna burn this church down. “

“ what’s with all these crosses? is it a black sabbath reunion? “