Tainted-love

Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.

Isn’t it strange that we talk least about the things we think about most?

i think you were like a deep ocean, i kept drowning in you, every time i thought i was moving up closer to air, closer to freedom, closer to the good, i would get too tired and just drown all the way back down. i tried my hardest to be good enough, to be everything you would love. but i learnt the hard way that no matter how hard i tried i was always hard to love, or at least everyone made it seem like i was. i just want to feel as though i am loved, i want to feel important like i am a priority not a stress or a burden. i do so much for everyone and i dont get anything in return.