World always make me feel lonely fr fr so I feel you on that post. Idk if it's 'normal' to feel lonely or if it's actually not, thus showing that something is probably wrong mentally or something. So many factors can and do play into it.
Now, I'm don't know what's going on in your personal life so I have no right to comment on it. I can't say it gets better nor will I say that it gets worse - it's just there. Sometimes that feeling stays at a certain level, sometimes it'll fade away only to return harder and more soul crushing, crying late at night wondering if you're even supposed to be here.
Anyway, I don't know if we feel the same type of loniness and I apologize if I overstepped any boundaries. But just know that while you may feel lonely, you're not necessarily alone - something I'm sure you know. And I hate the fact our emotions and brain sometimes choose to ignore the happy chemicals due to... whatever it is.
Whatever emotions you may feel, I hope they get better and happier. Again, apologies if I assumed things that weren't there
Anon, don't apologize. I appreciate your message! Thanks for reaching out.
I've been struggling with loneliness โ but oddly it's more about whether I should feel lonely or not.
I guess I'm at that phase of life where I'm seeing a lot of friends and acquaintances get together / married / start a family / etc. I started to wonder if there was something wrong with me, because I didn't feel lonely or envious. The nagging voice guilt-tripping saying I should feel lonely because I'm single and not dating.
But right now I'm pretty content with where I am. And I started to wonder if I should be bothered that I am not bothered. That weird, "Why am I kinda sad that I'm not really sad?"
(Lol. It reminds me of that Haikyuu moment when Osamu was annoyed he wasn't that bothered when he wasn't picked to go to the National Camp and Atsumu was.)
It's been quite a conundrum for me. But also yes, sometimes that feeling fades away, sometimes it comes back harder. I guess I'll just have to live with that and see where life takes me.
Thank you for your thoughts, anon. I really appreciate them. I also hope that when the pangs of loneliness strike, it eases away quickly for you. Cheers to us for riding the waves of loneliness but never really alone. Sending lots of hugs! Take care, anon.
