I feel weird being on twitter now because I’m an old lady and I don’t even feel like I have an ED anymore. I mean I do, but I don’t. I just don’t belong anywhere but have so many thoughts in my head so I’m back here I guess. Trying to get the thoughts out.
I actually had WLS about a month ago. I’ve lost like 37 lbs so far but for the last few weeks I keep gaining and losing the same 3 lbs and it’s so frustrating. I haven’t bothered to take my measurements even though I know I should. I’m just lazy.
I’m having trouble hitting both my water and protein goals. I’m sure that’s why the scale is slow right now. If I focus on water, I have to drink constantly all day in order to hit 64 oz. And if I focus on the protein, I end up falling behind on water. Idk which is more important. I think water maybe…
It’s hard to hit the protein goal when I’m only allowed to eat “soft foods” for now. I can’t have chicken or protein bars or “regular food” for another 10 days. And even then I have to be careful and try just one thing at a time, slowly.
I’m never hungry which is a blessing but I get so full so fast. Even from drinking all the water.
I just want to lose the weight. I know I will but I want it to happen faster. (as if losing 37 lbs in almost 2 months isn’t fast already. I know it sounds crazy)
