(from someone who had a bmi of 12.3)
1. Food is ALL YOU THINK ABOUT, not eating is an addiction. You will not care about anything else. You will have no hobbies no interest nothing. You will only do things for a chance to be around food and watch other people eat food
2. You because a terrible person. People with Ana are the most manipulative people you will ever met. They will do anything they can to make sure they don’t have to eat or gain weight. ANYTHING.
3. If your eating disorder started because you wanted to look like a model or pretty or something like that it doesn’t last. The only thing you will want to be is as thin as possible. It doesn’t matter that you have the skin of an 80 year-old or that you’ve lost half your hair and the strings that are still attached to your head look like wet strings. You won’t care when your body forgets that hair is supposed to grow on your head and your covered in fur everywhere else. The only thing you will care about is wasting away. Looking sick. Rotting.
4. You either recover or you die and both options are hell.
5. You’ll watch your loved ones cry and beg and plead and threaten you to just eat something. But it’s easier to know that your breaking your love ones to bits than to deal with the self hatred that comes from eating.
6. You will lose all of your friends. They cannot understand your obsession with food. They won’t understand why you can’t just eat. They won’t, they might try for a little bit but they all leave eventually.
I know that people on here like to romanticize eating disorders. I know I’m guilty of doing it on this blog I won’t lie but you have to remember that this is a disease and it will eventually take everything from you if it hasn’t already. I just want people to remember that this is hell. It’s not aesthetic. It’s not going to make your life better.
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