companionship, dude

first of all thanks for the messages, it means a lot that you took the time to check up on me!! i haven’t really been active on here this past week and i’m sorry if i made anyone worry but i’m okay i guess.

i don’t wanna get ~deep or anything but there’s a couple things that i feel like discussing because they’ve been on my mind for way longer than they should have and theres enough people wondering that i think it’s Justified

gmm has become more of a source of frustration for me personally than joy or distraction or whatever it was before. too much about it bothers me, and i see no point in dragging others into the negativity if they still genuinely enjoy the show, so i just kinda left. but yeah. lately it’s just been making me cringe a lot.

also, and i don’t want to step on anyone’s toes in particular here, but i wanted to address it anyway: this fandom makes me uncomfortable. which is probably the main reason i haven’t updated this blog. maybe i’ll get shit for saying it but yeah that’s just how it is and i think i deserve to say it.

i might still occasionally make gifs if the mood strikes and i have the time, and stuff. but yeah i just really wanted to like. write a little bit about this. i hope you understand.