Hmmm

I should've never lived to see 2025.

i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

your mental health will take everything from your life until it eventually takes your life

what do i do at this point? i’m chasing a romantic relationship that will never happen and it’s making me want to kill myself because even though the real reason as to why has nothing to do with me, it just fuels the you aren’t lovable thoughts. i want to die. i just want this to fucking be over with.

a hug would be nice but not waking up would be better.

Bpd is not being able to love yourself unless someone else loves you, but never fully believing that they could actually love someone like you.

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

i wanna die and reincarnate in a rich ass baby, so if my family doesn't give a fuck about me, at least i could go and be sad in Hawaii or smth

a relationship where you don't have to beg for time, attention, love or wonder about your importance >>>>>

I’m so ugly. Inside and outside.

Nothing feels like it matters when you're cutting open yourself. Thats the feeling I want, that nothing matters.

Why should I fight for a life I don't even want?

they will never want me as much as i need them