Unbetitelt

I miss you then

I miss you now

i miss the comfort of a person

that fully understands what its like to be loved

I miss your hugs and our shared laughter

I miss our connection

i miss you like the season change

like spring slowly converts into summer

the fresh air blowing against my hair

I miss you

every stupid topic of conversation

every little small gesture

handrubs, eye contact, forehead kisses

being away from you this long kills something inside of me

slowly, agonizing, painfilled;

the tears i have to wipe myself

remind me how much i hate being away from my beloved during the

springs resolution

oh how i wish i could call you; to hear your voice on the other

end of the phone

or have you moaning in my ear

i hate the distance between us

spending my nights praying to god he brings you home

to fulfill the biggest blessing of my heart

of your fingers on my skin

kissed so desperately

Everything I’ve Ever Let Go Of Has Claw Marks On It