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ꪆৎ daiwa scarlet & NPD

daiwa is really good rep of narcissism that isn't the " abusive manipulator " stereotype in my opinion, i relate to her heavily in how a narcissist behaves.

arrogant, hot-headed and self-centered. these are traits i see myself in a lot and honestly what most people most likely view me as. especially when i'm having one of those "splits" (it's not called splitting for NPD to my knowledge but behaves pretty similarly)

hearing her relationship with her mom was, yeah. that was my relationship with every adult in my life. they're too busy with, work, another kid, their own friends, etc. my only feeling of connection with other people was the moments i was being praised and spoiled

so the behavior i developed was simple: i MUST be number one. at something, anything. and the moment i wasn't i would snap

and daiwa showcases it perfectly! desperation to maintain her spot but feeling lost at times when it came to what first place even meant or was.

also, thoughts on rerir and tholindis with foodplay? Can include petplay as well

do you mean like my fluff fic or ..? i say a lot of ideas so you'll have to be more specific. if you mean that fic i was talking about a week ago then i was thinking about writing the early part of their relationship that's very reze arc inspired ( minus the hired assassin part. we know when that comes in )

food play .. she is definitely eating whipped cream and cherries off that mans tits. lol. maybe chocolate too

bonus: what kind of dynamic do you think rerir and dain have in bed? I personally picture them as service dom x service sub

- tholindis propagandist

hhmm ... i think he probably finds it a bit funny. i mean, he plays along with it so. being in a threesome means rerir looks even more like a pathetic puppy, not much to lose there

i don't think dain hates tholindis in any regard, she is one of the few people aside from him that makes rerir genuinely happy. appreciation that she cheers him up

he's free to watch them anytime. maybe all three takes turns in the cuck chair

this mostly happened when i was analyzing rerir in my head and when i started paying attention to the dainsleif aspects i went "oh ... OH "

i don't think there was a single "click" it was more of once i started having ideas popping into my head i was getting more drawn to that then i was other ships

and soon enough they became OTP

i enjoy their bittersweet / awkward angst a lot. they have a very nice flavor, that i just rambled about in my new post lol.

two guilt ridden men but guilty for different reasons. ah! also i love seeing dain be greedy and rerir being a puppy dog, i express rerir being a dog in two ways; "cute puppy" or "person who's only ever known to make himself useful for others." it depends on what i want the tone to be

seeing a sinner in game at all ( aside from surtalogi who we got the abyss model of for like one quest ) plus learning their true dynamics with each other was probably the biggest lore drop we've gotten in five years

really genshin does not like giving lore that isn't focused on playables much. but from the few scraps they give me here's my interpretation that i think fleshes 'em out to my liking

rerir to me, is the younger one. exactly by 5 years. i think the age gap adds a lot to the guilt side of it, more particularly on dains side. imagine someone who you've seen as a little brother for a large amount of time, and given that age gap had probably raised to some limited extent, turns out to be such a different person then you've thought. such deep trauma you never noticed before until way too late

if you haven't noticed, i REALLY like making dain guilt ridden. it's his greatest trait. make him a sopping wet cat NOW

also on rerirs side it adds some flavor too, someone you look up to and consider dear that you're close to but. not close enough. and the reason why is too out of your control to really figure out how to handle until it's too much. i think many people forget rerir is in fact, a grooming victim. and this part of grooming affecting your other relationships isn't something i see mentioned much

first time they meet again and dain has to see someone he's viewed as "little sibling" become so distorted from what he knew, and rerirs only glimpse of him is when he's being sealed away to his prison again. they never did get the chance to reconnect like they probably wanted