29 y.o. transmasc in a metropolitan city of the US midwest. relational anarchist, partnered, queer, surviving
recovered ex-vangelical, feral mystic, casual witch, puppy boy, mental health clinician (MT-BC), neurodivergent, disabled (hEDS)
focused on making paradise amidst apocalypse
About Blog, About Me, side blogs, links, and tags under the cut:
About this blog:
This is a side blog used as a main personal blog, because I'm using the same account as my aesthetic journal blog, Handful-Of-Honey
Shit post connoissuer, but occasionally dabble in hot takes and inspirational art as treats. Unapologetically horny on main; half of my 4 followers are my partners.
not actually a kinkster, but I will reblog from nsfw kink blogs as I explore my sexuality in a safe place with my partners and peers. I am in active purity culture recovery and still have an astounding lack of experience; do not ask me anything.
I am not interested in playing discourse with you all; I did my time. As a recovering ex-vangelical, I am weary of obcessing over legalism and moral taxonomies. I do good work in real life and keep myself informed. I just want to love and be loved.
Tbh, I am not interested in making friends. I have too many friends already. However, I am happy to respond to asks about anything and everything. I'd say don't make it weird, but I really don't care.
About me:
grew up on here as a fandom & personal blogger from ages 15-23
was busy for 5 years starting my career as a music therapist in psychiatric settings, deconstructing my religion, leaving a cult high control religion, transing my gender, overhauling my social life, becoming a witch and monk, that sort of stuff.
returned to my ancestral home here because torqued-queer told me there's some good tiddies on here. plus I need to quit my meta app addictions as fb has been trying to get me to kms for years.
puppy boy in that I don't want to know anything anymore and I'm in love with everybody I ever meet forever. My greatest value is playing and my second greatest is loyalty. I'm a highly emotional and expressive person. I'm loud and strange and obcessive and needy. I miss you when you go to work.
I'm a very spiritual person, but in a feral, non-religious way. I will join in on the liturgies of my friends, but I prefer to make everything a ritual that I can. To me, the spiritual is inseperable from the material, and magic is real. My top values are Abundance/Presence, Harmony, and Story. My favorite ways to worship are making music, hiking in the woods, and sex with people who love me.
Scorpio sun, Cancer moon, Saggitarius Rising. Life is a series of deaths and resurrections as I continue to allow that which I dedicate myself to to transform me. All I ask of my relationships is to show me your heart. I'll go anywhere and try anything.
Handful-Of-Honey: journal aesthetic blog used for introspective self-expression
Sora-Girl-9: an additional aesthetic blog just for fun never thought I'd live to see myself become the villain (as I used to be a fandom blogger who would make fun of aesthetic bloggers).
Tags:
#bark bark: my text posts #my gender #monk posting #witch posting #tumblr dot com: celebrating the unique culture that holds a special nostalgic place in my heart #tumblr philosophy: sometimes thinks are worded so profoundly here they change our brain chemistry forever












