Paradoxical, conflicted contradiction.

I’m still not over the fact that you’re gone

years have passed yet the heartache lingers on

Christmas is coming and you are not here

How I wish I still have you so we could celebrate the coming year

Forgive me for the things I have done, 

it’s just that I miss you and I want you around. 

Days have been so different since you left me here. 

Left me not ready for the battles I feared.

I’ll never forget you, you know it’s true

I wish that afterlife is true so I can still see you

But life is mysterious and I don’t know what’s true

Sometimes I feel happy for a moment,

but most of the time I’m sad

I can’t help this feeling

I feel like deteriorating

I’m trying to face the reality that you are no longer here

trying to focus on something but what i get is a tear

I hope someday my pain will be over

So much admiration for this film.. Without a doubt one of best ever made. 

Random thing to do when you're bored at the office: Create a list of something you like and blog about it. As for me, I can only think of lists regarding movies right now, since it's one of the things that interests me and it infact enlightens us in various subject matter. So today, my list would be those who I think are the best villains in films. So, here..

1. Hannibal Lecter - Played by Anthony Hopkins in The Silence of the Lambs 2. The Joker - Played by Heath Ledger in the Dark Knight 3. Anton Chigurh - Played by Javier Bardem in No Country for Old Men 4. Aaron Stampler - Played by Edward Norton in Primal Fear 5. Verbal Kint - Played by Kevin Spacey in The Usual Suspects

Each character differ in their villainous ways but great acted all the same. 

**I'm not a professional movie critic or something, but anyone can appreciate a great film and its artistry, right?