Black soul with a colorful mind.

my most violent reaction is when people start eating during a video, I just wanna slap the food out of their hands (I hate the sounds of eating)

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but please don’t break promises you make to yourself just because it’s you the promise is being made to. You told yourself you’d go on a walk tomorrow morning? Do it. You said you’d get more consistent with your skincare routine? Make it happen. You promised yourself you would work on establishing boundaries regardless of who’s on the other side of them? Follow through with that. Don’t wake up the next day and go “well I don’t HAVE to do this” “it wouldn’t hurt to postpone this” “this isn’t a big deal” because it literally is. Every promise broken is another nail in the coffin of your self-actualization. It’s another major roadblock to developing healthy self-love and self-respect. Weigh promises you’ve made to yourself the same way you would weigh promises you’ve made to others.

this world exists in perpetual overstimulation. everything is so disruptive, so calculated. being mindful of what I consume, the spaces I enter, & where I share my energy. bc no matter what I see or feel, the density of the world is not mine to carry. all of that is temporary but all I am is infinite. so let me rest and honor each breath, let me thank my heart for its beat, let me cherish my crafts, let me celebrate where i am and where I’m going, let me revel in the love I’m in, let me stay rooted in everything that brings me solace