I don't even know

Hell spawn

On a natural high.

Worsening in madness.

Deliverer of

Exhaustion,

Redeemed.

The ones who can relate to me are 6 feet beneath the Earth

And I want to believe you'll catch it but you won't.

The drowning are damned.

Life keeps drowning and

Perhaps you'd like to believe

I won't know the misery

But drowning is one and done.

I would wish for that on a summer day

Because they are all coming.

The damned. The drowning.

But cool breezes still blow across this earth.

I know because I am holding onto them

I tear my heart up with unruly declarations

Until

My brain is on the floor

And still

The remedy's a bore.

I spend my days lighting literal fires

And speeding to the minit mart melting rubber off my tires.

I am free.

And I dare the repo to fucking catch me.

There is a lake past the trees.

Which isn't that far ahead.

Somewhere between a milkshake

You gave to me and burdened me with your magnetic hematite.

I want to live out every experience with you.

The sunrise, the sunset, the explosions with you.

I will follow you through every plane of existence,

beyond any want for fame or repentance.

I want to know you so deeply that we are no longer separate.

I want to linger in you even when I regret it.

but I am forced to feel each grief as deeply as can be.

A triad playing in perfect harmony.

But I'm not here.

I'm off with you

in those resonant spheres.

The four walls that hold and surround us,