I AM THE DESIGNER OF MY OWN CATASTROPHE

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

wouldn’t it be nice if I could know peace like at least for a day

i’m hiding worse, more secret emotions behind my big and obvious ones

crazy how there are only 2 hours of doing things every day before you keel over and die. if this werent normal id be worried

it has always been a dream of mine to relax

i think the whole Having A Job thing would be less bad if people in management positions were capable of planning and abstract thought

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

coming out of my bpd era into my cptsd era

coming out of my cptsd era and into my healing era

doesn't it piss you off that you have to find something to eat every single day. every one of them. just every day. you gotta eat something

“what’s stopping you from-“ listen i am so so sleepy

i think i deserve financial compensation for everything. all of it. i’m not even gonna specify

the workday/weekend ratio is so off. like ethically.

[actively bleeding out] hold on *coughs* there's a Mountain Goats song about this..... give me my phone. let me just play it for you real *cough* quick