"I'm just here to chill."

LMAOOOO I WROTE "SHORT" INSTEAD "SHIRT" I"M SORRY AHAHA

finished all of love in the big city in the span of 24 hours and oh wow. wow. like. everyone will have their own little message to take away from it. and so, personally, like. god. go young is just so lonely. so so lonely. and its such a relatable, universally felt loneliness that in particular queer adults feel. and yeah love is nice and all, and it was fleeting and a whirlwind and it came and it went. but that loneliness? stayed. and even when he is with one of the several people he loves, there are moments in the show where you just feel how lonely he is, even then. how on opposite ends he and the guy he is with are. how empty everything is. and that emptiness and loneliness stays with him, like kylie, in seoul and in bangkok. in the clubs in itaewon surrounded by strangers or in the hospital next to his dying mum. it doesn't matter where he is in the world or who he is with, that loneliness and emptiness is always there. and maybe that will never go away and won't ever leave him and he may never heal. and. i don't know. i don't know. all i know is that loneliness go young has? i understood and felt it completely.