‘tis a side blog

(i haven’t seen any member of nct for a few months now, but i just went through some yukhei gifs and it’s good to know he’s still a dipshit :) )

part 12/12

summery: you’ve been a spy for about 5 years now, and it was probably one of the most exciting jobs of your life. but this one guy keeps getting in your way. his name, wong yukhei. his profession, assassin.

warnings: gore, fluff, i didn’t check for spelling errors or typos

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fuck, you didn’t have any guns on you, in fact you didn’t even have a knife. before you could ask yukhei if he any weapons, he had run towards the first guy and punched him right in the gut. well i guess this is gonna be a fist fight, you thought. a second guy emerged and had a gun pointed right at you. you quickly duck and slid over to him, using your great agility to your advantage. once you were in the right position, you kicked out your leg to knock him over and proceeded to strangle him to death. you turned around to see yukhei had taken out the guy he punched and was now kneeling while beating some other guys face in. he was kneeling, hm... this seems like a great opportunity. you noticed the last of gabriel’s men standing at perfect distance to perform the jump and twist on him. you began to run at yukhei, and as he could read your mind, he shifted his back so you could land your foot perfectly on his back, using your other foot as leverage to push of the group. you spun in the air, wrapped your legs around this poor man who was about to meet his maker, and while still falling to the ground, you snapped the shit out of his neck.

“as talented as ever,” you heard yukhei say. you looked up at him and smiled, but only a second before you caught yourself.

you stood up and brushed yourself off, “come on,” you said, “let’s find a way out of here.”

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you did find out way out there, with a little help from yukhei. you stepped out of an abandoned office building and felt the cool air on your skin. yukhei trailed behind you.

you turned around, “i’m going home, like home home. i’m gonna get my stuff and buy a ticket and then leave. don’t fucking think about following me,” you said. before you could turn and go on your way, you felt hands at your waist.

“wait,” yukhei whispered in your ear. you rolled your eyes at him but allowed him to speak, “i know you hate me. i know our past together isn’t the best. i know i’m a shitty person, but can you put all those things aside for a minute and give me one last hug before you leave. that’s all i want, one last moment with someone i love, someone i still consider my friend,” and he looked at you with those fucking eyes you couldn’t say no to.

“okay,” you whispered back. you felt him wrap his big arms around you and you melted into his arms. pressed his head into your hair and you rested your head against his chest. and for moment it felt like everything was going to be okay. but then yukhei pulled away.

“goodbye princess y/n. i hope one day i get to interfere with your kingdoms plans once again,” with that, he smiled.

you didn’t say anything more, instead you cried and walked back to your little hole in the ground house.

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as you walked down the last alleyway, you thought about yukhei. you loved him, you couldn’t deny it. but he wasn’t the one for you, if he was wouldn’t you two be together already?

your thoughts were cut short by the sound of a loud gunshot. and then you felt it, a bloodcurdling pain in the lower right side of your torso. you put your had to the wound and when you pulled it away, it was covered in blood. you dropped to your knees first, and then all the way onto the cold concrete. as you looked up into the blue sky, you knew this would be your last time doing so. your eyes began to close, and as you took what you believed to be your last breath you heard someone yell and footsteps. it sounded as if they were coming towards you.

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you fluttered your eyes open only to be greeted by the concrete ceiling of your temporary house thing.

“hello?” you choked out, your vision still blurry. you went to get up, by winced at the pain and fell back onto your cot.

you heard footsteps running towards you and we’re greeted by a concerned looking yukhei looking down at you.

“y/n,” he whispered, he cupped your face in his hands, and this was when you noticed he had been crying, “oh my god, i thought you were dead,” his voice was shaky.

you brought one of your hands to to his, and enclosed your hand around it. you shut your eyes, too weak to say anything.

“well,” you heard yukhei sniffle, “now that your awake, i should probably go. you don’t want me here,” then you remembered all the shit you’d been through. your entire body felt sore.

“wait,” you managed to whisper, opening your eyes, “stay, please,” you looked yukhei in the eyes. he looked so soft right now.

“anything for you,” yukhei said, he slowly made his way over to you. you noticed tears rolling down kid cheaks.

you reached for yukhei’s face and wiped away a tear, “forever?” was all you said and yukhei seemed to know exactly what you meant. he cupped your face with his hands and brought his face down to yours. your faces hovered inches from each other for a few moments before yukhei’s pushed his soft lips against yours. he opened his mouth ever so slightly, gently biting your lips, so gently you weren’t too sure if he really had. you felt your heart begin to race and your tears begin to fall. you body began to heat up and yukhei deepened the kiss ever so slightly.

yukhei broke the kiss all too soon, “you should get some rest,” he whispered and stroked your face

your eyes began to close as you fell asleep with a smile on your face. and you thought to yourself, this is how princess must feel :)

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i’m good and healthy and not dead. i’ve stopped weighing myself and looking in the mirror as much. i’ve stopped counting calories. i run 6 days a week, and i eat enough to energize me. i don’t know if i’ll ever go back into the kpop fandom, but i’m gonna try and work on wrapping up the spy! au with assassin! yukhei. that way you guys’ll have closure with that story! i hope to update ya’ll soon. until then, have fun! life is too short not to.

part 11/???

summery: you’ve been a spy for about 5 years now, and it was probably one of the most exciting jobs of your life. but this one guy keeps getting in your way. his name, wong yukhei. his profession, assassin.

warnings: cussing

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your eyes fluttered open to a dimly lit room. there was a blue tint to everything in the room and you turned to see that a computer was giving off the blue light. you looked around more and realized you were in some sort of office that had been stripped clean of almost everything. you also realized your hand were tied behind your back and you were sitting on a chair. there was a gag in your mouth and strategically removed it using your tongue. this was a move that taeyong taught you a long time ago. as you went to go figure out what kind of not was holding your hands together, you felt another pair of hands tied up against yours.

“hello?” you whispered just loud enough for the person you were sitting back to back with could hear.

instead of a reply, you heard muffling. the undertones in the muffles sounded familiar and you suddenly wished you had been kidnapped alone.

you sighed, “push your tongue against the gag and push down while using your teeth as hook, it’s might take a couple of attempts but you’ll get it eventually,” although you didn’t want to help yukhei, you knew you had to. if you were gonna escape this weird office thing alive, you were gonna need all the help you could get.

you heard yukhei struggle for a few moments before gasping, “y/n! y/n! i’m so so sorry, you have no idea. i lo—“

you cut yukhei off, “now is not the time, yukhei, we were fucking kidnapped. now help me get our hands loose,” you whispered harshly.

“sorry, sorry you’re right,” you heard yukhei say. you also heard him mumble under his breath, “you’re always right.”

“okay, so i want you to hold this knot,” you said, struggling to place a knot into yukhei’s hands. his hands almost enclosed over yours when he grabbed for the knot and you felt your heart speed up. maybe it was because of hatred or maybe... something else.

“okay, i got it. what’s next?” asked yukhei.

“don’t worry, i got it,” you said, shuffling your hand around until you were able to get the rope loose enough you could slip your hands off.

“i’m out!” you exclaimed.

“what about me?” question yukhei in a concerned tone.

“don’t worry,” you responded, getting up and walking over to yukhei. he had a bruised and bleeding lip along with a black eye. he also had scrapes all over his face.

“yukhei,” you whispered, reaching out to touch his face, “what happened?”

“i... um, i put up a fight,” whispered yukhei.

“of course you did,” you murmured as you reached down to untie yukhei, “you always have to cause trouble.”

yukhei whispered something you couldn’t quiet make out. you decided to brush it off, so you leaned down and began to untie the knot that kept his hands together. as soon as you untied his hands, you went to pull away, but yukhei grabbed your face in his hands and stared at you in the eyes.

“hey,” his whispered. you tried to turn you face so you weren’t looking at him, but he pulled you back, “i know you hate me. i know i fucked up. just please know that i’m sorry. even if we never talk again, i just want you to know i’m sorry. you’re the best thing that ever happened to me, y/n, i’m sorry that i did that to you. i’m sorry for everything,” and then he let go of your face allowing you to stand upright again.

those words didn’t make you suddenly forgive him, in fact they kind of made you hate him more. you understood that he just wanted you to know, but you didn’t want to know. you just wanted to hate him forever. no, you didn’t, you wanted everything to go back as it was, but that could never happen. so you just decided to hate him.

after pulling away, you said, “come on yukhei, we need to leave this place,” completely ignoring anything he said.

when you were both standing up, a group of men dressed in black barged through the door. they looked angry, and they looked ready to fight.

wow how cute! i hate him

part 10/???

summery: you’ve been a spy for about 5 years now, and it was probably one of the most exciting jobs of your life. but this one guy keeps getting in your way. his name, wong yukhei. his profession, assassin.

warnings: cussing, um... passing out? idk man how does this work?

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“jae? it’s y/n. i have some news...” you had called jaehyun, and the phone rang twice before he picked up. you felt the need to talk to him, to tell someone about your life right now, and jaehyun was someone you trusted. although trusting people didn’t seem like best idea right now.

“oh y/n! is everything alright?” you heard jae’s familiar voice on the other end. he sounded worried. you didn’t want him to be worried, but it was nice to know someone cared.

“i’m fine... it’s just, yukhei tried to poison me. i know it’s no big deal, considering he’s an assassin, but it got me thinking, i truly have an enemy out there. someone hired yukhei to kill me, and if yukhei can’t succeed, then that person will just do it themselves,” you explained to jaehyun. you decided to leave out the part of you two getting closer. you didn’t want people to know that you and yukhei were becoming friends because it made you feel weak. it made you feel like you shouldn’t have been so trusting. and you are a strong-willed girl, an independent girl, you always have been. until fucking yukhei came along. god, even thinking about him made you hate him more.

jaehyun cleared his throat on the other end of the line, bringing you back to reality, “well, y/n, what do you think we could do about this? have you noticed any suspicious behavior from anyone you know?” he asked.

“oh, um, i don’t think so. i just want to get out of this fucking place. has taeyong said anything about flying me back to the base? once i’m out of here i’ll be safe and we can figure out who this person trying to kill me is,” you explained. at this point, you just wanted to be back home. back with taeyong and jaehyun and a few of the other boys you were close with. you wanted to tell them about your adventures and all the crazy things that happened. for taeyong to look at you worryingly, telling you to take a break, that you’re the best person on the team, like he always did. for jaehyun to eat lunch with you and listen to some of the things you had to say so he could report it back to taeyong. for him to tell you the details about stuff that was going on so you weren’t out of the loop. you just wanted to be with your weird little friends that were also your coworkers who you killed people with. that was life you chose and the life you loved.

“i told taeyong everything that’s going on, and you know he’s a pretty busy guy, so taking you back home has been delayed for another month. i’m really sorry. i’ll report to him the news you just shared and see if he’s gonna make it any sooner. i’ll let you know if you call back a week from now,” jaehyun said. when you heard those words, your heart broke. taeyong almost always made it so you were safe. he always wanted you back at the base. you didn’t understand why he kept pushing back your flight home. well really, right now, you didn’t understand anything.

you sighed, “oh okay, thanks jae. it was really great talking to you. i missed hearing your voice. but i have to get going now. see you soon, hopefully.”

“of course, y/n. everyone here misses you a lot. goodbye, hang in there,” and with that, you hung up.