Insanity

Polaroid pic of my dick in your mouth in my wallet

‘I don’t care anymore’ I say as my hurt eats away at my mind and makes me want to sob, vomit and rip off my skin

ik some people don’t understand exactly how much anxiety can irrationally prevent you from doing things, even easy things, or how much it can completely stunt your life… it’s garbage tbh and it’s not the same as being nervous, it’s not something you can necessarily just push through, you can be confident in some ways and terrified of other things for reasons that might not even make sense to you, and telling someone to “get over it” is practically a guarantee you’re making them feel even worse, so… yeah

I’m actually really insecure. I feel like I’m always gonna fuck things up or people will lose interest in me cause I’m too clingy or too passionate or too much of some other trait that bothers them

Sorry I didn’t text you back my anxiety told me I was bothering you

Sometimes I get so sad I can’t breathe.