Mimi

I’m gonna be honest here.

I don’t think I’m ever going to stop making forsaken content, nor do I want to leave the fandom. I know that sounds bad considering its condition right now but I just. I don’t know. It’s not something I want to let go of despite the fact I’ve only been into this fandom for a couple months now, and the community is one of the first ones I’ve ever felt so welcomed in. I’ve met some absolutely amazing people here, seen some incredible artists, and have finally had a sort of fan base that has just been great to have.

But I have this weird feeling that my art and work is going to be valued a lot less now. Even tho I don’t support soul for shit and have never spent a dime on forsaken.

It’s kind of stupid to be honest, but I tend to have a lot of trouble connecting to other people when I don’t share interests with them. No this does not mean I’m unfollowing anyone cause they’re leaving the fandom or distancing themselves from the game, those guy’s are still awesome as hell. Yet I feel like I’m gonna end up getting distanced for still posting forsaken content, especially since I mainly post Azuretime.

On the topic of Azuretime. I’m gonna be super straightforward with this. Azuretime is almost the entire reason I’m still so attached to forsaken. what a shocker, not like my title in this community is literally the Azuretime guy. Jokes aside, TwoTime and Azure… I feel a really personal connection with them. It’s weird because I have had zero cult related experiences, but these two really just— speak to me as characters. I love how complicated they are. I love how messy their relationship. I love every aspect of those two stupid Roblox characters. So much so I feel unsafe around people who dislike them, which is kind of stupid but I’ve never been too fond of people hating on stuff that isn’t inherently problematic to like.

I basically just want to say that, I’m here to stay in this fandom. Which is gonna honestly just make me feel a bit like an outcast cause I’m gonna have to cut back on the rants to mutuals but, I just hope no one is too pissed at me for staying. I just can’t let go of this. Not yet at least.

On a bit of a happier note, I’m starting up a bit of a potential Roblox game project! It’s in very early concept stages, but I’m gonna get more info out about it soon so stay tuned for that!

IF I SEE ONE MORE OC x CHARACTER IN THE “x reader” SECTION IMA TWEAK.