I’m Ren :3 and I make art of whatever as my hobby. My fixations have been jumping around as of late but I hope you enjoy what you see!
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Important Things to Know!
I’m a dissociative system so I won’t always “be” here (though I usually am), even if I’m online!
I have a non-sharing selfship/yumeship with Cole from BlushBlush! All I ask is you don’t derail my posts about Cole (especially selfship art) with stuff about your/someone else’s relationship to him ^^
I block however I see fit, but it’s rare if you’re not a bot/blank account nor make me feel threatened in some way
I have many organized savetags you can look through if you want :]
Have fun scrolling through my brain for a bit!!
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ColeRen Columbo Halloween couples costume where I’m Columbo and Cole is the scheming culprit in a fancy little outfit and yes it can become a sex thing (Cole’s decision)
here's the sexual content guidelines saying nudity is ok
here's the bit from the termination email telling you you can make a new account as long as it doesn't break the same rule
here's the guidelines for what counts as explicit (not mature, aka grounds for content deletion)
here's the section telling us that you will always be able to respond to content getting flagged as explicit (lie)
here's the section where it says you will be notified when your accunt gets terminated, and that the appeals are reviewed by humans (both lies)
and by the way, posting a single thing against ToS isn't supposed to be grounds for deletion, (this is what the termination email is warning you about)
sharing content without content labels isn't either
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Contrary to popular belief the biggest beginner's roadblock to art isn't even technical skill it's frustration tolerance, especially in the age of social media. It hurts and the frustration is endless but you must build the frustration tolerance equivalent to a roach's capacity to survive a nuclear explosion. That's how you build on the technical skill. Throw that "won't even start because I'm afraid it won't be perfect" shit out the window. Just do it. Just start. Good luck.
I want to make it clear that I’ve never been against Cole killing conceptually, I just don’t think he’s ever canonically killed and he needs to prove to me firsthand that he’s a killer before I ever believe hearsay
Unless I see that man with a deceased victim brought straight to my doorstep like my cat bringing its prey home, it’s just hard to convince me yknow? Killing attempts? Unsuccessful. Carrying around a shovel? One of his weird projects in progress. Covered in what’s probably blood but acting incredibly calm about it? Animal blood he spilled on himself, intentionally or otherwise. He’s accessed dangerous tools and animal body parts before and in quantities that would make the most sense if he ordered them online. Also he is known to enjoy intense roleplay for scenarios like the blood situation (being “exposed” or caught)
Maybe I’m totally wrong and he has a bunch of secret kills under his belt I don’t know about, but I just wanna know for sure. Go ahead. Bring me a fresh victim, show me their grieving family. Coward. You won’t, no balls
To be fair, his Occupation is “Eavesdropper” so it’s not even confirmed if he has a job even though you’d think so with all the random shit he can afford to get his hands on KSJSKSJS (I’m 99% sure him saying he’s a detective is a lie/him roleplaying for the thrill of secretly being the culprit)
I’d say he acts like he has zero hobbies but I think stalking and harassing people IS his hobby, honestly. Idk man just take up writing or journalling or something
Oh my god I thought detective was his actual job I never checked his occupation. Roleplay/lie makes that entire storyline make so much sense.
that does explain why he had the time in his day to dogear every page on every book that cashew bookslut lastname owned.
Sidenote do you think his family is rich or. He’s Using marshmallows money or something? I can’t imagine him holding down a normal and well paying job the way every guy who meets him can sense his bad vibes from a mile away
It’s funny you say that because I’ve held onto the headcanon for a while now that he lives off of a massive inheritance… I haven’t really done much with it but yeah it’s the only explanation I’ve thought of
I could feasibly see him with some kind of average job though, like at the office or smth. Or maybe he does something where he works from home? The other headcanon I’ve had is that he’s a college student alongside Cashew and Poe, but skdjksjdks agh so much to think about
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I want to make it clear that I’ve never been against Cole killing conceptually, I just don’t think he’s ever canonically killed and he needs to prove to me firsthand that he’s a killer before I ever believe hearsay
Unless I see that man with a deceased victim brought straight to my doorstep like my cat bringing its prey home, it’s just hard to convince me yknow? Killing attempts? Unsuccessful. Carrying around a shovel? One of his weird projects in progress. Covered in what’s probably blood but acting incredibly calm about it? Animal blood he spilled on himself, intentionally or otherwise. He’s accessed dangerous tools and animal body parts before and in quantities that would make the most sense if he ordered them online. Also he is known to enjoy intense roleplay for scenarios like the blood situation (being “exposed” or caught)
Maybe I’m totally wrong and he has a bunch of secret kills under his belt I don’t know about, but I just wanna know for sure. Go ahead. Bring me a fresh victim, show me their grieving family. Coward. You won’t, no balls
To be fair, his Occupation is “Eavesdropper” so it’s not even confirmed if he has a job even though you’d think so with all the random shit he can afford to get his hands on KSJSKSJS (I’m 99% sure him saying he’s a detective is a lie/him roleplaying for the thrill of secretly being the culprit)
I’d say he acts like he has zero hobbies but I think stalking and harassing people IS his hobby, honestly. Idk man just take up writing or journalling or something
It's been just over a year since Deltarune chapters 3 & 4 released! I did the 3D work, which mostly means Tenna 📺 I figured it's been long enough to share some "behind the scenes" stuff, starting with a look at the Maya file for his static poses...
I'd individually render the poses to get that early 3D shine ✨ Here's some of them at their original resolutions! I would work from text descriptions from Toby, and sometimes there'd be a Paint sketch to help out. Gigi drew the concept that I modeled from and some poses too!
I had a lot of fun pushing myself to match the dynamic poses Toby had in mind for Tenna - making him so crazy and expressive was something I couldn't have done without his prompts. He'd draw the faces on afterward too, which really brought Tenna to life!
(lots more after the Read More cut...!)
Here are some of the Paint sketches Toby drew to help me with specific Tenna poses! I love seeing his drawings LOL, genuinely really good and evocative 👍
There was a time when I was struggling to capture what he wanted for these specific Tenna poses… Until Toby acted them out himself, and I thought, "Ah, it's like that. I understand." and then I was able to make them just how he pictured them.
When looking through the renders and choosing what to share, I laughed at these two… Remember when Tenna had a gun? Remember when he bent over in a very specific way that might remind you of another, different image? No? Maybe you don't…? Well. Don't worry about it.
These ones are cute… Tenna is pretty cute sometimes! Has anyone ever thought this? Actually, before people knew he was going to be a strange 3D sprite the Whole Time, I was worried people wouldn't like the style and it'd sour people's views on him. I'm glad that didn't happen.
Toby thought it would be funny to have Tenna do some really smooth, mocapped animations sometimes - specifically free to use ones that often pop up in other things. An extra funny part to me is how many frames these take up in the game, and how his tails are stuck to his legs…
Speaking of mocap, Toby wanted Tenna to use custom mocap animations as far back as 2016 - Ten(na) years ago! I got an Xbox Kinect at the time and learnt how to set this up, but then never used it. Here's a look at messing with mocaped stuff again in 2022. So Normal.
Don't bother trying to help him here, he's just being dramatic 🙄
I particularly like these poses - I think I improvised most of these just based off the context they get used in… I always liked posing his tie and coat tails as if they were also parts of his body he could move. Which I guess they are?
After I rendered out the individual poses in high quality, I'd force the color palette to be limited to just a few shades and then I'd shrink the result down to pixel sized sprites. Like these! I'd tidy them up a little, but they'd really get improved on at the pixel scale by Clairvoire.
As well as Tenna's sprites, I also worked on his intro "movie"…! Seeing people be completely overloaded by this on first playthroughs would always make me laugh. In game, there's a ton of extra editing done by Everdraed, but my unedited cut looks like this ⬇️
This was the entire storyboard I had to work from, and I'm realizing now that there's the note "put him in car etc" that I never did and actually don't know what it would mean exactly. Working on this had me listen to the accompanying audio many times, but it's good so it's okay.
Here are a bunch of random clips of the Maya project for Tenna's intro movie. This is how movies get made, I think!! Yeah… Just like this.
Say it with him, folks!!
For the 3D Ralsei clip from the intro, Toby really wanted it to look a certain way, and drew more sketches for guiding me with this part than any other. They genuinely helped.
Remember how Toby's original storyboard has the note "covered in slime and shrinks"? That meant I had to learn how to make 3D slime. You can see my tech advancing here.
I'm really happy with how the final Tenna animation at the end of the intro movie turned out! It wouldn't look as good if it wasn't for some 2D animation to reference from SmallBuStudio, so thank you to them for the help! Tenna is cute… Huh, I already said that…?
Phew!! That's a lot of Tenna. I hope it was fun to look through my posts! Oh, one more thing - the Fangamer Mr. Tenna Figurine just straight up uses the 3D model I made, which I think is really funny and cool and nice. Check it out if you want! Thanks for reading!
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How well each BlushBlush guy would handle injections in their Manimal form 💉💦
NOTE: This is in a universe where typical procedure takes into account the dignity of animal-shaped people, so physical restraint isn’t immediately required even for larger “wild” Manimals, unless deemed necessary
CW: discussion of hypodermic needles, anxious behavior in medical environments, sedation (suggested, but not applied to any guy), I’M NOT A FULLY TRAINED VETERINARY/MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL—THIS IS JUST FOR FUN
𐃘 Takes it like a champ (average nervousness with injections and not much different from behavior when human, braces/flinches slightly when poked)…
Logan, Kelby, Ace, Xianyun, Aki, Cole, Stirling, Dmitri, Reece, Mac
𐃘 Would rather not be here (evident discomfort and/or anxiety, any preexisting fear of needles worsened by change in relative size as a Manimal, minimal physical restraint despite human sapience MAY be necessary for liability reasons)…
𐃘 Literally not bothered (normal Tuesday for them, used to pain/medical procedure/needles)…
William, Seth, Haru, Poe
𐃘 Bordering on needing chemical restraint (PHYSICAL RESTRAINT NECESSARY, usually due to sheer size and/or amount of stress displayed but can be reasonably distracted by food/physical comfort/talking through it)….
I was really torn with Scale between Rather Not Be Here and Almost Chemical Restraint but I don’t think he’d let himself get hysterical like Ichiban would…
Ichiban kinda makes sense but I know Sven is a bit of an odd choice. The way I saw it is that he’s a very large hedgehog. I assume he’s just like any other hedgehog past the art stylization, so he still has tiny little veins and that full back of quills. I also think he’s a massive baby about needles (headcanon) so that doesn’t help qojewkke
It’s less that the clinic would be worried that Sven would hurt people on accident like Ichiban, but more that he could seriously harm himself if he moves around too much without Any restraint. I also just think the environment would stress Sven out because not only is it shots and the doctors office, but everything around him is like 5 times bigger. Definitely not gonna be fun, so it’s better to just make sure it can get done as quickly and easily as possible…
