elx

video games, music, women and movie lover.

if you like: Minecraft, The Last of Us, Life is Strange, Lorde, Pierce the Veil, Fall out Boy, Ethel Cain, The Pitt, Science, History, Yellowjackets, NINAH, Brokeback Mountain, Resident Evil series, Puppet Combo games, Tomodachi Life, The Long Walk, please feel free to share! minor! she/her, 41🔄🎂

and yes, i am the loser older daughter

some silly selfies

slowly, the air will leave my body. it won’t exist anymore. not in my lungs, not in my blood, not even in my racing mind as I play through my last seven minutes of life. my friends. my sucky family, they’ll all smile as a large, turquoise wave washes over my body, scattering pieces of my body, my soul, the ashes of what I used to be. my body will grow as blue as the noon sky and as white as the foam in the water.

through the pain I once felt, I see clarity. Something that keeps me pushing into whatever comes next. it’s the love I carried so much in my heart. the love that seizes through my blood, my bones, my mind, until I can only, just only, think it.

And the secrets and the fruits of life will unravel, until all knowledge I hadn’t yet possessed before takes root in my mind, and I grow a new body, with a new passion, a new face, a new spirit. but the past will always stick to me, and my brain will itch to find its missing piece I once lost long ago.

in the shower.