I Know I Am Getting There

brooooooo when you’re in a zoom call about about books, and the girl is talking about hunger by roxanne gay and her body image experience while you’re looking at ed memes 🤪😂😂😂

i tried on some outfits and boy is my body disgusting

do i eat a balanced meal with the rest of my calories or do i eat a whole pint of halo top

my university does not post accurate calorie counts!!!! ahhhhhh!!!

Hahaha about to start freshman year of college. Tomorrow, I am sitting down and figuring out the plan. Kinda feeling like everything is falling apart and also am slightly uncomfy about having been unable to weigh myself for more than two weeks. But! I just bought a scale and now I’m kinda of regretting not getting that kitchen scale. But am worried about what my roommate might think about a kitchen scale. Also, I need to make sure I don’t eat too much around her so she thinks it’s just normal that I don’t eat much.

I don’t think I’m ever going to get better.

My friends really cheered me up today. Thank you

I think I don’t ever want to have kids

Dress me in red, when I’m being cremated please