reluctance

          “Did you just- did you just say pussy up?”

          Who says that!! Angel has never heard that in all 25 years of his pretty life! Was this what humans were saying nowadays? Was Fritz even human???? 

I was fine with the men Who would come into her life now and again. I was fine ‘cause I knew That they didn’t really matter until you. I was fine when you came And we fought like it was all some silly game Over her. Who she’d choose. After all those years those years I never thought I’d lose

It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over? It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over? You won and she chose you  And she loved you and she’s gone. It’s over isn’t it? Why can’t I move on?

War and glory. Reinvention. Fusion. Freedom. Her attention. Out in daylight. My potential. Bold. Precise. Experimental. 

Who am I now in this world without her? Petty and dull with the nerve to doubt her, What does it matter? It’s already done. Now I’ve got to be there for her son.

It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over? It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over? You won and she chose you  And she loved you and she’s gone.

Send me a symbol and I’ll tell you about…