It sprung up against her spine like a chill sheâd never suffered through before, icy and sharp and altogether lacquered in uncertainty as Julian moved quicker than sheâd truly ever seen before. The blade in his hand drawing her attention alike a terrible accident waiting to happen. Light caught the sharp edge of it and despite knowing with a far greater amount of certainty than she was truly able to admit, the safe haven sheâd found with him clawed purchase against an uphill battle of thoughts she never thought sheâd find circling any aspect of feeling she held around him. No matter how many times she could silently tell herself that it was okay, heâs a cop â this is..â totally normal, the truth remained, sheâd have been far less unsteady had he pulled a gun instead. One which she knew now rested, tucked away within the safe locked drawer. âWhatâre you..â Julian..â Azure hues widened and even with limbs instinctively pushing her away from him, or rather, the knife in hand, Lucinda having never really looked up from it, âA knife? What if theyâveâŚâ You canât go out there.â Only, surpassed thought of why died on her tongue for the newly found reminder that not everything that sought to cause harm was human as it once was, even in her own mind.
It turned over in her stomach and threatened to spill far more than fear into the air as the sound grew louder, glass of fallen photographs shattering in the hall. âOkay..â Okay,â hands fumbled with the frayed edge of the sweatshirt of his she wore, following him to her feet. Perhaps, a year ago, she might have been the type to unwillingly accept the fact that she could do nothing to help. Truly, she might have fought him tooth and nail, even with the effervescent itch within the tip of her tongue to do exactly that, the world and everything in it was, now far too big for her to grapple a footing in something like this. Instead, such an itch grew to constrict her throat, stomach dropping right through the floor with every chaotic sound that filled the once near silent home; and every thought thereafter that drew her to the little boy now entirely out of reach for them and the man who would undoubtedly do anything to find a way past it. Lips pursed and she shook her head, stepping forward to draw digits across the inlet of his wrist. Theyâd already said goodbye to far too many people for her to be even close to okay with the glimmer of such in dark hues, the volatile jarring of organ against the skeletal inside of her chest far more painful than itâd been in months. âYou donât get to leave me ..â us too.â It fell thickly, until the guttural sound of growling caught the heels of safety and echoed beneath the door, the very sound drawing fear to the marrow of her bones and a trembling panic to fingertips that gripped tighter around his wrist. âYou just be here to tell me itâs okay.â
She knows â knows that itâs damn near crippling to have to worry so vividly, but what he wants feels near impossible. To stay here â no matter what she hears. It feels far too much like the long forgotten night sheâd watched as he caved, crumpled to the floor in agony. The swelling in her chest mirrors the fear and uncertainty, of not knowing what was happening, of not knowing what to do, to do little more than watch uselessly and itâs all she can manage to shift away from the door â and him, in a sharp, jarring movement as collision rattles the hinges. Hands clamp over her mouth to stifle the scream that settles in her throat, the mottled sound of any possible objection dying out as the dire need to run twisted in her chest.
           It was the very precipice of guilt, a mangled bout which plumed in the center of his gut, noxiously suffocating every inch of him. Even in spite of the weapon now dexterously placed amiss calloused fingertips, a dulcet eminence remained, inherent in every fibre of Julianâs being, free hand offering a final passing upon her freckled features. As if to say goodbye, as if uttering a litany of what ifs he could not dare enunciate swathed amidst a gentle caress; his thumb passing over the cusp of her jaw, âI will never let anything happen to you.â A frigid conclusion, extempore tumbled out as more of a promise to himself over anything. Lucinda and his child would be safe, under any guarantee, even amiss any trauma to himself. Hand sunk up to nestle into russet tresses, bringing her closer as a kiss was placed upon her forehead, pulling away in volant regard; knowing heâd have to break such proximity now or else he never would.Â
          Her sullen words breached a hollow wound upon his heart, a vertiginous lurch causing him to near wince. Julian couldnât face her, not any longer as he tried to ease into the violent end that was inevitable now; the brutality the animal held something not even he could match. A hunterâs blessing wrought a litany of devotion to a cause that could only tandem to an eternal quietus; a future he had once morosely accepted. To live by such code, to die by it; a maddening bout that could only explain his more impetuous vigor that had since simmered over the years. Years that proved perhaps this life was not eternal, lest not for him; the fondness felt for Cinda and now, for his child, a bond that he would not allow to be severed through their prospective deaths. âIâll be here. I will.â Paranoia swelled, the assumption that the Ouroboroâs had finally decided to compose a coup; slaughtering his family and others under the guise of a maddening power shift. He could only hope it was a werewolf out of place amidst the concrete jungle, the strength and dexterity to overtake a supernatural of such caliber not nearly as great in such case.Â
         No matter the excruciating barrel of thoughts that ran rampant through his head, time proved to never be enough; the wretched collision upon his door drowning out the myriad of solutions that dared escape him. He would have to face such creature in the now, exposing his own fears to Lucinda as the supernatural world now collided with her own, inescapably so. âGet ready to run,â syllables flowed from his lips curtly, the gray matter which was near brainwashed under the light of a soldier now coming forth. He couldnât bear to have Lucinda freeze up, knuckles white as another crash resounded against the splintering door. Evident of his limp, the battle of man and beast wouldnât fair to a comely denouement, hinges clattering to the floor as the door finally gave way; a sacralized battlecry of his own escaping as the creature lunged right at him, the silver blade grazing wolfâs flesh as Julian was thrown to the ground.
           A haze of movement, an amalgam of a groan and a scowl escaping his lips as the struggle continued, âGo!â shouted out as if parallel to his last shred of hope escaping him, the need for Lucinda and his son to escape from such environment far outweighing his own idea for safety, rancid spittle falling from the wolves mouth as it tried to aim for Julianâs jugular, Julian awaiting the perfect moment to carry out the final blow.