my life stories

Rasanya bahagia itu,

jalan kaki di jalan sempit pun rasanya ingin sedikit lompat-lompat sambil nari-nari kayak di taman bunga,

jalan kaki di trotoar rusak yang bikin kaki sakit sampe harus jalan garis hitam-putinya aja, bisa sambil nyanyi-nyanyi sambil membentangkan tangan kayak lagi main-main di pematang sawah.

Rasanya bahagia setiap hari itu, hal-hal yang selama ini bikin kesal menjadi biasa-biasa saja. Nggak peduli dengan beribu alesan yang selama ini  membuat ingin pergi, karena ada beribu hal lain di luar itu yang menjadi alesan untuk tidak pergi.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

A: Rei, aku jualan timun loh, sekilonya 5ribu. Kalo mau beli bilang aja yaa..

R: Oke.

A: Timunnya ukurannya segini, bla bla bla.... (promosi)

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R: Mas Aji, aku beli dong timunnya 3 kilo yaa!

A: Eh, tunggu dulu, ada nggak ya, eh, saya tanya temen saya dulu yaa.. hehehe.. (panik)

It’s a Sunday afternoon

The rain falls lightly on my window

It was cold but when you smile

I feel the warmth inside of me

Little did I know you’re about to take my breath away

When you take my hand, look right into my soul and say

Let me be the one to share your dream

Be the one to fly you to the stars

Share your fears and wipe your tears to live in truth with you

Let me be the one to share your world

Simply be my one and only love

To have and to hold and to cherish for all my life

Yes I do

I'm so glad that you're mine

And baby you’re the one for me

Every step of your way

I’ll be by your side