reign feral

tarot isn’t about fortune

It’s about reflection

a mirror to your inner truth

I took a hooker shower

I’m draped in designer

I’m focused on my weight

I reach for wine bottles

revert back to 15 year old me

is it still okay to cut on Tumblr?

drinking hydrogen peroxide

hoping to kill what’s inside

and finally feel clean

my teeth bite flesh from my cheeks

my insides are eating me alive

I have a can of peas and oatmeal

It’s a cheat day

the worst part of addiction is the sitting and waiting for your life to change

- Reign Feral (me)

“how’s your head?”

you have all the weapons you need

hell on earth:

I’m starting to think this is hell

like I’ve lived it before, but this time the worst parts I magnify

drowning in my ancestral well

everyday is repeating

I keep goin to jail

my blood family betrayed me

my chosen family left long ago

my brain tells me if I fill the hole I’m in with wine I might be able to swim my way out

I’ve never been a great swimmer

but an excellent drinker without a doubt