Theon/Reek

CM punk using the toolbox on Drew McIntyres head to "fix" him but actually making him worse is the best metaphor I have seen in my life

I don't just want to be fat I want the whole lifestyle. Like the messy room, getting no sleep, bad posture, stinky, gross. I also want to live in some really cold country preferably Scotland but some other place like Norway or Canada would work too. I want to see the northern lights and have a ton of daylight that can be my excuse for not getting any sleep.

I wait for the day when I won't be the copier friend. I wait for the day I won't be a stalker. I tried to make myself fat like Carlos and ended up vomiting from eating too much. (Recently, the Carlos thing was recently) I tried to make myself like Karah (my ex) by ⭐ving myself and talking too much and I just ended up looking like a fool in public. She has ADHD and back then I didn't know copying a neurodivergent person like that was wrong. I was inside of a cave. A literal cave. It was an educational tour of a cave, and I looked like an idiot trying to talk as much as the tour guide did, but I know that's what my beloved at the time would've done.

Tried to be a fatass and eat a bunch of food yesterday and it did not go well I ended up vomiting (but I didn't vomit a lot of it though) I just woke up in the middle of the night and puked long after I ate it