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#ELSIEPARKER ✹ 23. SHE/HER ✹ AO3 ✹ WATTPAD

Writer, uncertified film critic, reader and videogames lover living on a daily basis of matcha tea and coffee. You'll probably catch me writing about those stories I always daydream about (if I'm not studying)

✶ currently writing for... LEON KENNEDY, CHRIS REDFIELD, CLAIRE REDFIELD, GRACE ASHCROFT, ADA WONG, JILL VALENTINE

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As always, don’t you ever dare apologising for your English! It isn’t my first language either so no prob

And yeah, I still have no idea about the comments and why people seem so interested about my life, even commenting about stuff they have no idea about. This goes for everyone: do not comment on what someone should or shouldn’t do with their mental health and do not comment on their lives, specially when you know nothing about them

Can’t lie: I’ve honestly thought about stopping writing, specially taking into account I try to do as many dynamics things as I can, try to be as nice as I can, and all I receive mostly is just hate and, again, people commenting on my online life and the private one. I’m thinking of some stuff, but honestly I don’t feel like sharing it for now

(Also im a silent reader, but I want to take the time to cheer you up a bit, keep writting, you deserve the good attention you receive, and you should be able to share your writting without fear ! Mwaa <3)

Its amazing how malicious people cna get once they are able to hide behind a shield and have no repercussions.

I literally have it deleted on my phone and the only thing I came back to post were literally a Leon fic, CV Remake announcement with Claire coming back because you all know she’s my fave alongside Leon, a Claire fic and answering your asks because I feel bad for not doing so

I think you’re the one who needs to touch grass and go seek serious mental health because you know nothing about me, about what I do and what I don’t do on places I created myself and irl (funny enough, on my Discord server I don’t talk about anything I write), but I don’t owe you any explanations. There’s way more life of me outside internet

Tbh I used to deal pretty good with it, just blocking anon asks, but when I started getting more personal hate and even threats it’s when it actually affected more, exactly part of the reason why I decided to take a step back from this app since it’s pretty toxic (been talking about this issue with other people, and about different fandom, and it’s the same)

One thing is not liking my fics, which I can understand, but when disrespect gets to me that’s when I have to draw a line for the sake of my mental health. I’m so, so tired of constant asks, comments, whatever, about people wanting updates asap, why I’m shit, why I deserve nothing, why I got fame by people requesting certain fics, etc., specially when my personal life haven’t been going through a perfect moment for a few months now, exactly since early March

Thank you so much in advance 🫶🏻

If you want to start writing: just do it, that’s the only advice I can give you as well as not to give up, specially when English isn’t your first language

English isn’t my first language either, and while I’ve been writing since I was a kid, I’ve been doing it in English since late 2020 aprox, which is a long time now (also, note that I do most of my life in English since my studies are in English, I speak with most of my online friends in English…). Ofc my writing wasn’t as “good” as it’s now, and these days, hopefully, it’ll be much worse than it’ll be in the future

I’ve talked about this with many, many people who want the secret recipe to get into writing, get people to read you, etc., and not going to lie, most people just want “fame” and “get famous” for their fics asap (which I personally don’t really understand, but everyone has their motives) and trust me: there’s no secret except to follow your instinct, write whatever you want and about whoever you want, post whenever you want, and don’t expect anything from anyone. That’s what I did and what I’ll keep doing: be true to myself, and what I want to share and how with you all