Red

They say the only true test for your heart is knowing yours will break, but you still wish them happiness, knowing that happiness won’t be with you. Just so you know I never stopped wanting you, I only wanted you to see what I saw in you. I thought you felt the same and reciprocated that quaint idea of something resembling feelings. I wanted to reach out, to be raw and real with my emotions but everytime you were so cold. Such disdain, that pierced every part of me. Silence is an answer so I guess I have what I need. But just so you know I’m still here, waiting with baited breath, holding onto the idea that maybe you’ll come around and realize that we met at the right time and that we are Nick Miller and Jessica Day and I just want to be weirdos with you.