Chapter V: I wanted it to be you, so badly.
summary: Eddie Kasprak and Richie despise each other, itâs just too bad that theyâre anonymously best pals on tumblr. This is gonna be goodâŚ
a/n:Â hereâs to the last chapter! this was so much fun to write! i may write a little epilogue for this after, if people want it. thank you to my lovely beta, @losvcr
âYesterday was just a fluke.â Eddie thought to himself bitterly as he walked past For the Record first thing in the morning. Eddie didnât exactly know what happened the day before. It was like he and Richie were seeing eye-to-eye for the first time. They understood what it felt like growing up as a loser. Richie had even helped Eddie with the marker situation.
He knew it was too good to be true though. He could tell that Richie had some sensitivity towards gay people ever since he met Richie for the first time. A friendship between them would never work if Richie was homophobic. Quite honestly, Eddie didnât want to be associated with those kind of people anymore. He needed to put a stop to this.
With a newfound determination, Eddie marched into Rainbow Bouquet and furiously started color coordinating the daisies. As he paced back and forth between the flowers, he heard a bell ring and a â Morninâ Eds!â. He looked in the direction of the intrusion and saw none other than the infamous Richie Tozier.
Eddie scrunched up his face and began to stomp over towards Richie. âNow, you list-â Â Before he could finish, he promptly tripped over a large pot that was on the floor.
âReal graceful, Eddie.â Eddie thought as pushed himself into a sitting position. Then, he realized he had dirt all over his outfit. And an audience. Eddie kept his head down as he frantically brushed dirt off his legs, cheeks burning.
Richie immediately rushed over to him. âGeez Eds! I guess you really canât help but fall for me, huh?â Richie said with a huge grin and a teasing crinkle in his eyes.
When Eddieâs head whipped back up, he bore a murderous look on his face. âIâm so sick of you making fun of me! You always tease me about some stupid shit, like how little my shorts are or how Iâm such a fucking fairy and Iâm done with it! I get it! Iâm gay! Big fucking deal! I thought that you were finally acting like a normal human being yesterday, but guess what? Youâre still a homophobic jackass andâŚâ Eddie continued his rant.
Richie stood there, looking extremely confused. â-wait, you seriously think Iâm homophobic?â
Eddie stopped ranting, whipping his head around. âUm⌠Obviously?â
Richie snorted and all of a sudden started laughing hysterically. He ended up joining Eddie on the floor because he was laughing so hard. Eddie was stunned.
âWait so- hoo! I mean- holy shit- Bahahaha!â Richie tried to spit out as he rolled around on the floor laughing. After a minute, he managed to compose himself, wiping tears from his eyes, and looked up at a bewildered Eddie.
âLet me get this straight- straight, fucking hell- Iâm absolutely not homophobic.â Richie reassured as he helped Eddie to his feet. Eddie looked completely baffled.
âIf youâre not homophobic, why would you say shitty stuff like that, Richie?â Eddie interrogated, stomping his foot.
âBecause youâre fucking cute, Eds!â
Eddieâs eyes widened almost comically and he immediately looked at his feet, trying to fight off a blush. âOh.â
Richie grinned when he saw red creep up Eddieâs neck and onto his cheeks. âI canât believe that you thought I was homophobic. Like oh, my God. Iâm glad we got this cleared up, because now thereâs nothing in the way of becoming best buds!â
âThat is not happening. Ever.â
Richieâs grin on his face fell immediately and Eddie felt a throb of guilt in his stomach. âWhy not?â
âBecause! We were not made to be friends.â Eddie stated, hands on his hip.
âSays who?â Richie inquired, crossing his arms and moving closer to Eddie. âI think that if I took you to lunch, after one hour you would be dying to be my best friend.â
Eddie was sitting across the table from Richie at Persephoneâs Coffee. After this morningâs⌠incident, Richie had insisted that they go out to get coffee. An idea that Eddie had not been a fan of.
âThere is no way in hell that Iâm going to get coffee with you.â Eddie said, bitterness lacing his voice.
Richie bit his lip and dropped his head. âPlease, Eds?â Richie asked as he lifted his head, âI get that I was a huge jerk. I just have a feeling that if we sit down and have a friendly chat, weâll get along better than you think.â
Eddie looked at Richieâs unusually downcast expression and he took a deep breath. âOkay, hereâs the deal. If we get coffee, you need to be on your best behavior. Got it, Rich?â
Richieâs face lit up and he swept forward to lift Eddie off the ground. âYou got it, Eds!â
Eddie groaned and kicked his feet. âDonât call me that! I hate it when you call me that! And is it a habit of yours to pick people off of the fucking ground at random moments?â
âOnly cuties like you, Eddie Spaghetti!â
They agreed on coffee at six, and Richie had come to pick Eddie up on his motorcycle (which Eddie had protested heavily to, but ended up riding on anyway).
When Eddie saw that the cafe they had arrived at was Persephoneâs Coffee, he automatically reached for his inhaler, but realized that he hadnât used one in ten years.
He repressed his worries.
When they walked in, Richie insisted that Eddie find them a table while he ordered them some coffee and pastries. As Eddie looked around for the most comfy booth, he eyed the table that he had sat at for hours, waiting for trashmouth. He grimaced and continued walking.
He ended up sitting down on a cozy little leather couch with a wooden table in front of it, and he waited for Richie to come sit down. Then, he realized what he had forgotten to do, and he started to wipe the couch and table down with disinfectant wipes.
Just as he was finishing with wiping everything down, Richie came over. He was about to hand Eddie his chai latte, but then he saw that Eddie was busy with disinfecting, and waited silently for Eddie to finish.
When Eddie looked up, Richie held his drink in front him. Eddie stared at the mug for a moment before he gently took it into his hands. Richie watched Eddieâs face glow with red.
âSorry about that. I just canât stand it if I donât make sure everythingâs clean.â Eddie apologized, putting the packet of antibacterial wipes back in the pocket of his skinny jeans. He sat down alongside Richie on the couch.
Richie smiled softly. âDonât worry about it, Eds.â
Eddie nodded and relaxed into the couch, staring at his mug in his hands. Richie let the silence last for a couple seconds, but then he saw the distressed look on Eddieâs face.
Eddieâs looked up and pinched his nose. âEverythingâs ok. Itâs fine. This is just the exact cafe where I got stood up.â Eddie looked up at Richie and saw a strange look on his face.
âDid you talk to him after⌠that?â Richie asked casually, sipping his coffee.
âHe messaged me last night, but I didnât respond.â
Richie hummed and nodded his head. âYou should message him back. Maybe it was just a misunderstanding.â
âI will.â Eddie sighed.
âWhat did he say when he messaged you?â
âHe told me that he couldnât tell me why he did what he did. He just had to take care of things first.â Eddie explained, resting his head sweetly on his palm.
Richieâs mouth dropped and he raised his eyebrows. âYou know what that means, right?â
Eddie scrunched up his nose. âNo, he is not! I mean⌠He canât be! Heâs my age, 25!â
âPeople can get married way younger than 25, Eds.â Richie stated, smirking.
âHeâs not married!â
âHey, people do crazy things when theyâre young. Just like that time I spent with your mom in the hot tub. Man, that was crazy-â
âIs that your new way of telling me to shut the fuck up?â
âTrashmouth said what?â Richie asked excitedly, walking through the market with Eddie, three weeks later. The annual Christmas market had just opened, and Richie had been begging for Eddie to go with him. To no oneâs surprise, Eddie complied. They were standing in front of a shop that sold old fashioned candles, to Eddieâs enjoyment and Richieâs despair.
âHe said that once I saw him, I would stop liking him.â Eddie said, examining a soft blue candle.
âThatâs it. Heâs fat.â
Eddie stopped looking at candles for a moment to look at the Christmas wreaths. He stopped suddenly and calmly looked at Richie.
âBesides, even if he is, that wouldnât matter to me.â Eddie declared prissily, hands on hips.
Richie grinned and squeezed Eddieâs sides, to which Eddie squealed and hit Richieâs arm with butterflies in his stomach. Eddie and Richie had barely spent anytime away from each other in these past weeks. They were constantly in each others space.
It was sudden, but good. Not to mention, Eddie was starting to feel⌠odd around Richie, but to be honest, that was never a new feeling.
Richie stuffed a moroccan pillow up his shirt from a nearby table and asked, âWell, what if he has to be like, lifted by a crane everytime he wants to leave the house?â Richie pretended to hobble around and groan.
Eddie laughed and felt the butterflies is his stomach flutter again.
No one else really knew how Richie and Eddie got so close. When Mike and Ben had come back from the Caribbean and Maine, they were astonished to see Eddie and Richie in the same room, not tearing each otherâs heads off.
Eddie sat behind the counter of For the Record, giggling whilst Richie painted Eddieâs nails bubblegum pink.
âI donât get why you get black nails and I get pink nails. We shouldâve done matching nails.â Eddie had complained.
âI was going to, but youâre just so damn cute in pink, Eds!â Richie teased. They both jumped when they heard the shop door slam shut.
Richie whipped his around and saw Mike Hanlon and Ben Hanscom, looking completely baffled, staring at them both. They were both carrying what looked like souvenirs, that Richie presumed were for Eddie.
Eddie screeched and ran to them, giving them both a huge hug. âGuys! Iâm so excited to have you back!â Ben grinned, gave Eddie a hug, and kissed Eddieâs cheek. Mike gave Eddie a hug, but his mind was clearly elsewhere.
When Eddie pulled back, Mike still stood motionless, looking completely dumbfounded. âYou⌠and Richie? Are friends? I mean- What?â
Eddie grinned sheepishly and walked back to the counter. âYep! We got everything figured out. Your aprons are on the counter at the shop, by the way!â
Richie waved awkwardly at the two. Ben and Mike looked at each other and smirked.
It had been four weeks since the market.
can i meet you tomorrow? i know what happened last time, and i promise that it will never happen again. if you want to, ill be at the rose garden on main street at 3 pm, wearing an orange shirt
Eddie looked at the message, worry stirring up in his stomach. He had continued to message the unknown trashmouth-rt, but less seriously this time around. Richie had, quite honestly, taken up most of his time and thoughts, and Eddie didnât really know what he did to insinuate that he wanted to meet up with trashmouth.
That didnât mean that Eddie wasnât still very fond and intrigued by him. He thought briefly, and typed in his response.
this is your last shot ok?
Eddie was already in a little bit of a mood that next day because Richie wasnât there. He had called that morning, telling Eddie that he came down with a fever, and wouldnât be able to see Eddie that day.
Eddie didnât tell him who he was going to meet up with.
Eddie knew he was being irresponsible by not telling him, but he didnât want anyone to know. He didnât anyone to know and pity or chastise him.
It didnât help that he had the unreasonable hope that Richie would end up being trashmouth. He knew it was stupid, he just couldnât help but find all of these similarities between the two.
âDonât be idiotic.â
Eddie looked at the clock behind his desk, and saw that it was time to leave. He stood up, washed his hands again, wiped down the counters, and made his way to his car.
Eddie drove to the Rose Garden at 2:55, anxiously clicking his tongue as he parked his car at the entrance. He looked at the huge iron gates and took a deep breath. He hopped out of his car, shaking his hands out, as if to rid himself of nerves.
He walked in the gates and walked aimlessly around the garden, seeing no one there at the massive estate. Most of the garden was covered in shrubs, no roses to be seen in December, surrounding the beautiful paved path. The sky was speckled with fluffy clouds and the air was brisk. He waltzed around the roundabout, and he sat contentedly, realizing that he would do anything for Richie to be-
He saw someone walk in the gates.
Eddieâs heart jumped. He gently lifted himself off the bench, and walked the opposite way around the roundabout. He felt his chest constrict with anxiety, but also a strange sense of peace. He could honestly say that it was the strangest, most contradictory emotion heâd ever felt.
Then he saw them. They saw him too. They were wearing an orange, button up, and frankly hideous shirt.
Eddie scrunched up his nose, raising his eyebrows at the person in the orange shirt, as if to say, âIs it really you?â
The person grinned back, teary eyed, as if to say, âYou knew it all along.â
Eddie walked carefully towards him, tears gathering in his eyes as well. He stopped in front of him and grabbed their hands. Eddie took a shaky breath and looked up at him. He raised his hands to his face.
âI wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly.â Eddie whispered as he held Richie Tozierâs face in his hands.
Richie let out a watery laugh, and Eddie went up on his tiptoes to kiss him softly. They were both still crying.
When they took a breath, Richie wiped Eddieâs tears from his cheeks and winked.
âI always knew that you were getting my mail, Eds.â
âShut up and kiss me, Trashmouth.â
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