Just another day passing by

He’s inside of you, thrusting back and forth, loving you like it’s going to be forever. He kisses, a passionate one that last a decade, yet it was just a minute. He traces down to your neck, leaving his marks, to show the world that you are his. What is done is done. 

Dating is complicated. Feelings and sex comes together. I know for sure, I get emotional and get ‘feelings’ while having sex. But this guy,  it’s not complicated. He just doesn’t talk. So what do you do? You ask him questions. You do it because you like him. “Do you like me?”, I asked. He looked at me and said, “yes!”. We talked for a while, asked each other questions about whatever this is. He thinks it isn’t dating but what is dating? My definition of dating is getting to know each other, but he means relationship.Yet, i’m not so sure if I want to be a in relationship yet.

 I need to take it slow and I hope he knows that. I really, really hope he knows that.