⚖making, breaking, rotting?⚖

im going to fix my entire life

When?

Like Um. later

you have permission to pick that 2 year old "abandoned" project back up. it's not mad at you for setting it aside. and maybe time and distance have helped ease or erase the things that made you put it down in the first place.

MY FINGERS BARELY EVEN TOUCHED YOUR STUPID FUCKING AD STOP REDIRECTING ME TO THE APP STORE

“survive out of spite” sounds cool and all but I miss feeling like I was a human being worthy of love

I love thrifting I love ebay I love second-third-fourth hand clothes I love garage sales I love diy-ing and crafting I love giving clothes new life I love outfit repeating I love visible mending I love wearing/repairing the same item til its threads I love patches I love customization I love local libraries I love physical media I love burning cds for my friends I love shopping small!!

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

microdosing hell by being awake and literate

love wearing all black in public i hope no large gaseous heat emitting orb in the sky comes along and makes my day worse

love wearing all black in public i hope no large gaseous heat emitting orb in the sky comes along and makes my day worse

”Explain yourself” followed by “stop making excuses” has always baffled me because the fuck you think explaining myself is????

actually hate that the bodys response to anything is nausea. ate too much? nauseous. ate too little? nauseous. an imaginary threat got you scared? be nauseous. on your period? you guessed it. sawed into your hand and need to go to the emergency room? perhaps throwing up into your open wound will be of help

keep thinking about how I wrote in my dissertation about how every time a new form of public/social space emerges it's immediately popular with kids and teenagers who see it as a chance at freedom and then adults colonise it and kick them out. this happened with malls in the 80s and diners in the 50s and pool halls in the 20s. my dad was doing research on this trend in like 1975. and I was like "yeah so this is going to happen to the internet" and then five years later every government suddenly decided to ban kids from everywhere online. I hate being right especially when I don't even get paid for it

“there’s an ai tool for that” okay ?? there’s probably an ed sheeran song for it too who gives a fuck

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to deny location sharing and turn off personalized ads and reject all non-essential cookies and not set up siri and face ID