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I'm barely scraping by physically since we went camping. I slacking off in work because I can't concentrate. The infectious disease doctor's finally call and offered me a primilary appeal, in the end of June
I have my two days sleep study Sunday and Monday. Tuesday I have a follow up with my primary. The cardiologist on the 16th and neurologist on the 18th. My annual eye appointment on the 24th. I see my obgyn on the 30th and I hope I'm bleeding hard core so I can say that's what you get for denying birth control to a women with pcos.
I see the endocrinologist on July 7th and will have to explain I stopped the zepbound because I can barley get myself to eat since this all started. I also have to come up with breakfast menus for my dietitian. I'm just so tired it feels overwhelming. Hopefully I can start tomorrow because all I have is blood work from my gastroenterologist. He's checking for chrons/celiacs because of my digestive problems. However I'm pretty sure it's a motility issue.
Finally I have a screening visit with the new rheumatologist on July 20. And I guess whatever follow ups come from that.
I'm also frustrated that I told my mom my plan to find a job and move back home and she is less than helpful. She started off by saying my dad had a temper and it has mellowed alot over time. Then she said it's going to be difficult to find a job that pays enough. Or I need to be here until my health gets sorted. She keeps telling me to save even though I told here that's not really possible with the amount of house hold costs I have (all utilities, internet, elektra's 2 kinds of food, treats. Allergy meds, supplements for allergies, heartguard, nexguard, grooming, insurance, vet bills, and toys) D only pays the mortgage, waste pick up, and buys food. He may pay more but it is a higher percentage of my income.
I feel like I'm going to be trapped here for the long hall. I just cannot get the image of him screaming at me in the car on the way back to the cabin. Looking directly at me as he drove and pointing at me the whole way telling me I'm selfish in general and for feeling hurt that he first saw his anger as a problem after his boss triggered his anger and not in our interactions. His response was I was selfish because with his boss he could lose his job. I wish I could find a job that pays enough.
98/70, 50bps. Yes totally normal while working. I don't understand why my doctor doesn't believe my that everything is low, but I've started tracking. Hopefully that will help.
I had been having migraines every day for about a month, so my neurologist prescribed a medral dose pack. She also really looked at my heart rate data from my Visable band. Recently my average hr has been below 52, and sometimes in the high 40s. So she wrote a script for a 48 hr holter monitor which I pick up next Monday. The same day we leave for camping.
The same day I went to my primary. She is going to run more blood tests but she ignored the hr data and all of their readings were extremely high for me, and they would not listen. She is looking for things like fibromyalgia, and cfs, neither of which matches my symptoms well. I asked the pa to run a specific quantitative ebv viral load but she said it's too expensive a test. I go back to see her in a month. I really need to ask the to write for two months of birth control as my obgyn won't because I rescheduled too many times. Even though I explained I was having to balance pto restrictions with more urgent Dr's appointments.
I also made appointment with a new rheumatologist , who is highly rates, so the appointment isn't until mid July.
June 1 I have a gastroentrologst as I'm always bloated, it's like food just sits in my stomach and I'm always switching between constipation and diharreah.
The the sleep latency study is the 7-8. Followed by follows with pcp 9 and the neurologist the 18.
July 7 is the endocrinologist.
July 10 is Ketamine.
July 20 is Rheumatology
July 23 is OBGYN
Still alive. Still really sick, going on 7 months. Still being passed around by doctors who don't want to get their hands dirty with a complex case. I see the rheumatologist for the first time on Monday, maybe they will be more open to explore. I also strong armed my primary for a lab and purchased a few, myself, from the lab. I'm not hopeful.

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“That there are such devices as firearms, as easy to operate as cigarette lighters and as cheap as toasters, capable at anybody’s whim of killing Father or Fats or Abraham Lincoln or John Lennon or Martin Luther King, Jr., or a woman pushing a baby carriage, should be proof enough for anybody that being alive is a crock of shit.”
— Kurt Vonnegut, Timequake
Still here. Still exhausted. Still dizzy. Still unsteady. Today after my first nap, I got really frustrated not being able to do any and pushed through dishes, cleaning my room, putting the duvet on my comforter, starting laundry, and showering. Then I ate the dinner Dave made even though I didn't feel like it. It was followed by sleeping through the sabers game. Now I'm already feeling it: intense body aces, super dizzy, and ready for bed. I hope I didn't screw myself for tomorrow.
Albert Camus, from Notebooks 1951-1959; August 1957

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Interview today went okay but between that, work, and traveling I'm crashing. I have ketamine tomorrow. I hope this headache is gone before then.
Today D wanted me to go shopping with him. He dictates what I can wear to interviews now, apparently. Then we went grocery shopping and it was all just too much. I was exhausted before we left even though I slept until 11. Then took apparently from 1:30-almost 4. He got angry with me from mentioning i didn't want to go into the second larger grocery store because I an extremely fatigued. Now my whole dog toy punctured foot throbs. I am dizzy and tired and my tinnitus is terrible and he wants me to make dinner.
3 day intense migraine. I couldn't take it any more and went to my primary. So now I'm on steroids. With instructions to call my neurologist if the first dose tonight doesn't to call my neurologist and ask about the headache clinic. I want off this ride now.
So I'm supposed go to the entire account for the inflammation seen on my mri. In the notes, the MD wrote to evaluate for lesions. So 6 are looking for cancer. D. Doesn't get my worry.
There are still no answers other than confirmation that my mono has ended even though the symptoms persist. My neurologist is sending me to an ENT for the inflammation that appeared in my sinuses on the mri. I go back to my primary in a month or two. I don't have hope that anything will be resolved.

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MRI came back mostly unchanged from the last one. So, there are no answers there. Should be reassuring but is somewhat of a letdown. I'm still waiting on the last of the titers to be resulted. The other two weren't anything 5 my igg was incredibly high. Sleep study will be in May.