The only way out was to give in.

98/70, 50bps. Yes totally normal while working. I don't understand why my doctor doesn't believe my that everything is low, but I've started tracking. Hopefully that will help.

Still alive. Still really sick, going on 7 months. Still being passed around by doctors who don't want to get their hands dirty with a complex case. I see the rheumatologist for the first time on Monday, maybe they will be more open to explore. I also strong armed my primary for a lab and purchased a few, myself, from the lab. I'm not hopeful.

Still here. Still exhausted. Still dizzy. Still unsteady. Today after my first nap, I got really frustrated not being able to do any and pushed through dishes, cleaning my room, putting the duvet on my comforter, starting laundry, and showering. Then I ate the dinner Dave made even though I didn't feel like it. It was followed by sleeping through the sabers game. Now I'm already feeling it: intense body aces, super dizzy, and ready for bed. I hope I didn't screw myself for tomorrow.

Interview today went okay but between that, work, and traveling I'm crashing. I have ketamine tomorrow. I hope this headache is gone before then.

Today D wanted me to go shopping with him. He dictates what I can wear to interviews now, apparently. Then we went grocery shopping and it was all just too much. I was exhausted before we left even though I slept until 11. Then took apparently from 1:30-almost 4. He got angry with me from mentioning i didn't want to go into the second larger grocery store because I an extremely fatigued. Now my whole dog toy punctured foot throbs. I am dizzy and tired and my tinnitus is terrible and he wants me to make dinner.

3 day intense migraine. I couldn't take it any more and went to my primary. So now I'm on steroids. With instructions to call my neurologist if the first dose tonight doesn't to call my neurologist and ask about the headache clinic. I want off this ride now.

So I'm supposed go to the entire account for the inflammation seen on my mri. In the notes, the MD wrote to evaluate for lesions. So 6 are looking for cancer. D. Doesn't get my worry.

There are still no answers other than confirmation that my mono has ended even though the symptoms persist. My neurologist is sending me to an ENT for the inflammation that appeared in my sinuses on the mri. I go back to my primary in a month or two. I don't have hope that anything will be resolved.

MRI came back mostly unchanged from the last one. So, there are no answers there. Should be reassuring but is somewhat of a letdown. I'm still waiting on the last of the titers to be resulted. The other two weren't anything 5 my igg was incredibly high. Sleep study will be in May.