an angel's inner world

hii! my name is christina and this is my blog!! I'm a pisces sun, sag moon, and pisces rising, and I've been into all forms of spirituality since I was 14 years old. I've really found a home and safe space in it, so I'm always looking to learn and share. I've been into tarot for years, but I recently started to do my own readings earlier this year! I just really want to have fun with these readings, and it makes me really happy to do, so I'm here! I hope you enjoy, and I can't wait to see where this leads!! by the way, I do free readings and exchanges, and when they're open or closed my ask box will say!

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how do people experience your energy?

how do people perceive your beauty?

how does love currently feel like for you?

who is thinking of you?

who is your next lover?

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hello everyone!! this is my first love pac, was so excited to do this one, I hope you enjoy!!

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see what picture draws you in. remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!

pile one

hello pile one, I hope you are splendid!  for your reading, i got the 6 of cups, the page of swords, and the 3 of cups. now, this person could be an ex, someone you knew from childhood, or it can just be someone who awakens or helps you return to a feeling of emotional simplicity and innocence. with them, things not only feel clearer, but they bring in that simple energy that feels like home. I also think this person highlights things for you, such as parts of your past self or previous emotional experiences that are on their way to healing. there may be moments where you compare something that happened in your past to what you're experiencing with this person, and you're just happy that it turned out better with them instead. this person is very emotionally in tune aswell. I feel like they'll really take care and love you in a way that makes your inner child feel seen and free. this person is so cute! I also think they may be on the younger side or just be more playful. this is someone with a lively mind, and they have a readiness to engage in playful but meaningful conversations. I feel like they give off young energy, but they're very emotionally mature, this person is very grounded in their emotions. you will most likely be very attracted to their sharpness and wit as well. you guys have this playful teasing that you do, and honestly I'm finding it absolutely adorable so I think others will too lol, like people can see that you go together really well. there's just so much warmth here, i genuinely think you guys are going to be so happy, so smiley, and full of laughter, this is so cutee!! your relationship may flourish in social environments filled with laughter and shared enjoyment too. I think you guys could meet through friends or somewhere where you're celebrating something with the people you love. you guys could both be ambiverts; in your relationship you'll probably love spending time outside doing things, especially with your friends, but you guys will also cherish and value your time alone together a lot too. I'm also seeing both of you laying in bed and you're speaking about something, and this person is just looking at you with the biggest heart eyes ever. I think you guys will have a lot of fun and be very in love in this relationship!

I hope you enjoyed your reading, pile one and I'll see you at the next one!

pile two

hello pile two, I hope you are doing wonderful today! for your reading, i got the 6 of pentacles, the lovers reversed, and the 7 of wands. now I don't think this person is looking for love right now, it seems like they're laser focused on themselves and their work. I think that something from their past made them like this though, and now they are just trying to build up whatever they have left. you'll definitely catch them by surprise lol. this is someone who strongly values generosity, reciprocation, fairness, and support. this is a big thing for them since in the past there have been problems with this in their resources or in past emotional exchanges. low-key this person is no games and little strict, not in a bad way though. you guys could also meet where there is mutual assistance or community interactions. spaces like food banks, homeless shelters, drives, someplace where fairness matters. you may have to be careful when you first meet this person because there are complexities or misunderstandings regarding commitment and harmony in relationships here. I think that a past relationship definitely burned and hardened this person a bit. they may be trying to navigate through some indecisiveness or emotional hesitations, so don't let this person lead you on or play with your feelings if they don't know what they want. make sure this person is clear with you every step of the way. I don't think they're doing this maliciously though?  these misalignments and difficulties are from having trust issues and not having balance within themselves, so they may be slow to open up because they are still proccessing or cautiously approaching emotional openness. you guys will really catch this person off guard, like they were not expecting you at ALL. I do think it's one of those things where you meet and then connect at a later time, or just become friends first, because I truly don't think you guys are up for someone who hasn't figured out their shit yet lol. anyways, this person can be sometimes be defensive, but they have a strong sense of self. they will bring this kind of energy to the connection, but they might face some external or internal challenges that make it harder for them or both of you. it's important that communication and personal boundaries are being exercised here. I'm kind of getting the energy that this will be enemies to lovers, cause I kind of feel a cold energy coming from your side too lol. I also feel like they'll bury their feelings and act all stoic, but the small warmth that they have will soon turn into a fire they won't be able to ignore. 

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile two, and I'll see you at the next one!

pile three

hello pile three, I hope you are sublime today! now for your reading i reshuffled because something didn't feel right. is there a toxic ex that wants you back or are they still in your energy or something, because it was an absolute no for that energy. and this is definitely a message and a warning to not go back to whoever that is. it was so hard for your cards to come out for some reason, like something didn't want me to know or move forward. please cleanse your energy or do cord cutting if you're into that type of thing! I really didn't like that first energy AT ALL. anywayssss, let's get into your actual reading lol. for your reading, i got the queen of wands, strength, and the 6 of swords. only take this if this resonates, but are some of you into women? there's a strong feminine energy here, regardless of who you're into, this person might be more on the feminine side. your next lover is very charismatic, confident, and invitingly warm. this is also the energy that they bring into the relationship as well. there is a spirited, passionate, and independent yet nuturing energy here. this person is very strong. I feel like they have been through a lot and they have come out the other side victorious. you cannot, and will not miss this person, they stand out like a sore thumb with their energy. they have a lot of inner resilience and a compassionate heart, and they inspire or possess emotional courage and a gentle dominance in a balanced way. I do feel like your last relationship did a number on you. this person, you will feel like they saved you. like they heal you. this is exactly what you wanted and what you need after the last person. they will build you up and you will build together. you know what I'm seeing in my mind's eye lol, a superhero, but it's a woman standing there in the superhero stance with their hair blowing in the wind. if you've felt/are feeling defeated, you will rise out of that with this person. there is a lot of gentle strength, patience, and mutual encouragement here, and this tells me that the relationship will likely rely on emotional bravery and will push both of you to grow on a psychological and moral level. they are extremely stable and supportive as well, I don't think they would ever be the type to demean you or make you feel bad, they just want to help and love you. this person could be older or more experienced than you, since I think you will be learning A LOT from this person and this relationship. there's just a lot of soft, white light healing energy here. there's movement away from past trouble or unrest, towards a safer place emotionally and mentally. this relationship will lead you both to a period of transition, a journey away from previous difficulties, and a movement towards emotional recovery and tranquility. you guys this so sweet, this energy is so beautiful. this person will bring in a sense of hope and new beginnings, helping you navigate out of past storms. what a beautiful lover and relationship!

I hope you enjoyed this reading pile three, and just know that you deserve this wholeheartedly ♡

I'm back with another reading! this time is who has you on their mind! (sidenote : masterlist will be made soon!) hope you enjoy!!

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture calls your name! remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!

pile one

hello pile one, i hope you are swell!! for your reading, i got the knight of wands, the 5 of cups, and the 7 of cups. is there someone you rejected recently cause it definitely feels like if you did, this person is still stuck on you. this can be someone who is very driven, but also very impulsive. when they came to you, you may have noticed everything really wasn't put together right, like it was very spur of the moment. this person can also be very energetic, and they were motivated by their desire or a quest for a new experiences when it came to you. maybe you weren't their type and they decided to try something new? I feel as though they were very excited and passionate towards you, but then discovered you weren't really into it lol. I have no idea why, but I'm getting like a frat guy at a party or a guy coming up to you at a bar, just take that if it resonates with you. I low-key feel like you weren't interested at all, I'm seeing a girl being deadpan and uninterested when a guy comes up to them. this person could  currently be feeling regret, sorrow, or they are focusing on what has been lost after you. this could have also been someone you were in a relationship with and you were fed up, so you left, and now they're feeling sorry for themselves that they fumbled you. this person could be grappling with dissapointment or mourning related to your interaction or connection. the initial enthusiasm they once felt has given way  to feelings of remorse about past actions or circumstances, which is making their emotional climate quite heavy. this is now making me think that they said or did something that really put you off, I feel like you were like "what a weirdo" lol.  now this person is all up in their head about it with lots of illusions , choices , and maybe even confusion born from having too many of these possibilities going on. you know what, I think this person is kind of oblivious to what they did to make you distance yourself for some reason. they can't figure out what went wrong. they are facing lots of internal options or dreams regarding you, but none of these things are grounded in reality. they could be uncertain about which of their desires to pursue , or they're caught in a whirlwind of hopes and doubts. they feel so confused, scattered, just a mess tbh. I think you kind of set something on fire in them to make them this frazzled. I really think you did not care about them and maybe they didn't expect that? like I feel like you're so happy and content with yourselves that when you caught wind of who this person REALLY is, you were like whatever. but I think they kind of liked it? like it made them more attracted to you that you were cold and unbothered towards them. how interesting.

that's all for now pile one! I hope you enjoyed!!

pile two

hello pile two, I hope you're amazing! for your reading, i got the queen of wands, the 6 of wands, and the 3 of cups. okayyy popular!! you guys are looking good, smelling good, and feeling good! I just know you have your head held high!  anywayss, let's get into who this is lol. I actually think a lot of people are thinking of you. you guys are very vibrant, confident, and you have a strong sense of individuality that people can't help but notice. you likely think in a lively and assertive way, and you are driven by strong enthusiasm and a desire to engage with everything authentically. you guys are shining so bright, and because of this, people are viewing you as something worthy of triumph and success. there is victory and public acknowledgement here, meaning that whoever these people are, they see you or your connection in a positive uplifting light. you may have a lot of companionship, shared joy, and harmonious bonds coming your way aswell. you will come together with these people to celebrate with you! I don't know if you've recently accomplished something, but whatever this is, it's bringing you a lot of abundance, happiness, and admiration. people want to be around you, they want to be friends with you, and they want to build you up and support you. people see your warmth and your value, and just being in your presence is enough for them.

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile two, and continue being the star that you are!

pile three

hello pile three, I hope you are feeling spectacular! for your reading, i got the 3 of swords, the moon reversed, and the 7 of swords. did you guys call someone out for something that they did? if so, this  person is experiencing some sort of emotional pain or dissapointment regarding your connection, or this could honestly be you. there is someone whose mind is wrestling with emotional wounds, and this could be mirroring a recent or past hurt that is shaping what you or this person is currently thinking. there is also a state of emerging clarity or overcoming fears and illusions, which is making me believe that something was made clear to you about this person or them to you. was this a friendship or family member fallout? all I see is that spiderman meme where they're all pointing at eachother. there was a confrontation regarding these fears or illusions, and I feel like this was done to try and see things clearer, not really in a shady way, but there's someone here who didn't think that way. there is a cautiousness or a strategic approach that was used, maybe to protect oneself or hide certain intentions away from the other person. someone had a defensive or a somewhat secretive stance, which could be reflecting the person's hesitance to openly express their thoughts or feelings about the situation. this could've been for self protection, or out of uncertainty about how the other would respond. there's just so much heartbreak and sadness here though, on both sides. it feels like you truly trusted this person, and you may have known them a really long time, just because it's so hard to separate your guy's energies. a very close bond is what I'm getting. I think they're regretful that they didn't fully open up fully or that they weren't honest, and they are going over your connection remembering how abundant it was. it feels like now they want to open up, but they don't really know how.

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile three, and I'm sending so much love and care your way ♡

My name is S I’m a Pisces I have been wondering when will I gain my fashion sense back. Fashion has always been a way to express myself. Since the beginning of this year I have lacked ideas and inspiration. Which is weird, but I have been lost in life in general.

Thanks for doing this for me and for the community in general as well!!! 💛💛

hello s! I'm so glad the readings resonate with you, and there will be many many more to come! and thank you so much for the compliment, and i love doing these readings! by the way it's nice to see a fellow pisces who loves fashion!! anyways, let's get into your reading!!

I got the 9 of pentacles, the magician reversed, and the 7 of wands. okay, so with the 9 of pentacles here, it shows that you had a foundation of self appreciation and independence. I think this means that you already have/had an internal resource of confidence or a comfort zone you can/could rely on. this makes sense because you probably use this resource when you are creating or inspired by fashion looks. the magician reversed here, shows the block or hesitancy in accessing your creative power or authentic self expression that you are currently experiencing.  you could be having bouts of self doubt, or a feeling of disconnection from the creative spark that once guided your fashion sense, which you explained in your question. the 7 of wands here is requiring resilience and determination to uphold your personal identity despite the external or internal pressures you are facing. this implies that persistence here will be necessary to reclaim your style. I also feel like you need to reconnect and recognize the internal stability and self worth you have. it may not feel like you have it right now, but I feel like it's a match inside your soul waiting to be ignited again. I know you have such strong passion for your fashion, I can feel it, it just may take some time, so starting with small steps may help. you could make an outfit/piece a day, it doesn't have to be anything big, but starting this will help reignite that spark. you could also make moodboards and follow people who make fashion fun and inspire you to do it for yourself. I know that you have it in you to create beautiful things, you have to believe in yourself more. persist in it even when you feel like giving up!

I also got the queen of pentacles and the queen of cups both reversed. these cards bring out the message even more. you are in a period of depletion and imbalance across your material and emotional realms, and these cards are urging you to step back from caretaking, and establish stronger emotional boundaries, and reprioritize your own self care to avoid even more of a burnout. I think part of you not being able to connect with yourself is that you could be trying to fix everyone else's problems while ignoring your own stability. reminder, you can't pour from an empty cup. I've definitely been here before and you can't keep letting people run you dry, it leaves you with nothing, and you're a human being too. you deserve care and for your cup to be overflowing, even if that means taking a step back and letting people figure out their own issues. you need to redirect this energy towards yourself COMPLETELY, so you can physically and emotionally recover. there is a message to also ground yourself and take practical logical steps to manage your immediate surroundings before trying to solve deep emotional complexities. you've got this I wholeheartedly believe in you! ♡

i was wondering if anyone is interesed in me rn? specifically does d.p. (sag) think of me and if so what/how does he view me

thank you so much i truuulyyy i appreciate it<3

hello E! i am doing well, thank you for asking! i hope you're doing well too!

I started off with an energy check and i got the 6 of wands (your energy), 3 of pentacles (dp's energy), and the 2 of pentacles (the energy in between you both). you being the 6 of wands gives me a burst of confident and assured energy. you may be feeling on top of the world right now with lots of triumph, public recognition, and success. your head is currently held very high. now this could be in reference to dp, or just your energy in general. dp being the 3 of pentacles, signals that there's some sort of teamwork, collaboration, and skill development happening here. do you guys work together? I think he values this in your connection. you guys could have a shared goal or project that is going really well. you both have cards of achieving your goals and recognition by the way! the 2 of pentacles between you both, tells me both that you both could be juggling priorities and responsibilities at the moment. it seems like you guys are really focused on whatever you have going on, I just feel so strongly like this like a workplace romance, like I feel like there's stolen glances and I feel so giggly, but it hasn't gone past that yet.

now onto the main reading! so I got the wheel of fortune, the knight of wands reversed, and the 2 of pentacles for how he views you. hmm I think the way he views you is obscured by something because i'm getting more about how he feels instead? you guys might not know each other too well, so I don't think he has a certain view of you as a person fully yet. the wheel of fortune is telling that there's a turning point or external forces affecting the situation between you two. there's something exciting or unsettling here that is governed under strict control. is there rules or something that you can't date a boss or coworker? I think this is what it's referring to if this is in the workplace. he is aware that there the circumstances are constantly fluctuating, and with the knight of wands reversed, there is hesitance or a loss of momentum here. he could be having difficulties in moving forward with enthusiasm, or there's a block in conveying his intentions clearly. it's like he wants to make a move, but he's scared of the repercussions if someone found out lol, it makes me think that he's thinking about you secretly. I do think he's up in his head alot too, there's some internal conflict or diminished confidence here. he feels like his passion or decisiveness has been tempered by recent experiences or hesitation, so he tries to keep his feelings surface level. then at the end here we have more of that 2 of pentacles energy. there's a managing of complexities or trying to maintain equaililibrium here, maybe even caution and adaptability too. there's an ongoing effort to maintain balance , juggling different emotions and responsibilities, or there are possible uncertainties tied to the connection. he's a little flustered right now to say the least. I think he is actively working through mixed feelings or external pressures, trying to keep himself steady amidst the changes brought by the wheel of fortune.

the queen of wands and the moon also came out, and I think there is a powerful tension between bold, outward action and deep hidden intuition. I know you're a Gemini but do you have fire sign placements too? I feel as though you're a very fiery person lol. there's a push here to balance your natural fire and charisma with inward reflection. you should look past illusions before taking any action. I know that you like to boldy jump into things and projects, but you need to be able to listen to your intuition and gut so that you can see things clearer, and not make hasty moves under fogginess or a cloud of uncertainty.

hii, so this was originally supposed to be " what does your love feel like", but my cards ended up taking me in a different direction. there's still a bit of that topic mixed in there, it's just mostly what love is currently feeling like for you. this is also a bit honest, no sugar coating here, so be mindful of that when reading! okay done with the yapping, I hope you enjoy!!

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture calls out to you. remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!

pile one

hello pile one, I hope you are having a fabulous day!! for your reading, i got the 4 of cups reversed, the high priestess, and the 5 of wands. you guys do not play lol, very high standards here. you have a lot of love, but you trust yourself, so once things even seem a little bit off, you're done. okayy strictt, no games I like that! because of this, I think that it's very hard for you to let your guard down. in love, your walls may come down very slowly, but once the detachment subsides and you start getting active and curious again, you guys are such lovebugs. I think you guys are filled with so much love, I just feel so happy and warm in your energy. you are very introspective as well, and you guys definitely retreat into yourselves when you feel like something is up. you are incredibly good at trusting your gut and you have A LOT of patience when you truly love someone. you  have a lot of wisdom aswell, and i think your wisdom is from past situations where you truly got your heart broken, and now you are extremely sure to be alert for everything. I do feel like this defensiveness makes it a bit harder for you too, like you're always waiting and bracing yourself to get hurt, and that can make you come off as a little standoffish with the people who are interested in you or that you get into relationships with. there could be some friction too, you could be competing for attention, there can be misunderstandings, or inner tensions that challenge the harmony in your relationships and I feel like you're just over it, so the walls go right back up. I do think that you guys are big on healing yourselves though. you really try to dissect these things so you can open up again, but it's very understandable that the walls are built up this high. you're trying and I see you. i can feel your frustration and it's definitely a difficult thing to work through. it will take some time, but you will endure and get to the end pile one. you have so much love to give, and I know one day you will be able to love freely again in any way your heart desires. trust yourself to make it to the end.

pile one, I hope you enjoyed your reading! sending so much love your way ♡

pile two

hello pile two!! I hope you are having a beautiful day or night!! okay, for your reading, I got the 7 of wands, queen of wands, and the 6 of cups reversed. first off love y'all, I think you have such  badass energy. you guys definitely love yourselves and the people close to you to the max and it shows up in everything that you do. you guys are very protective of yourselves and your boundaries as a result of this as well. you also protect the ones you love fiercely, you are a ride or die for sure. you won't let people say nor do anything bad or shady towards the ones you love. are you guys lover girls/guys? you will persevere through any external or internal opposition like your life depends on it lol. you guys are also very vibrant, confident, and passionate lovers, MAJOR fire sign energy. you might be someone who likes to teasingly flirt with people too, like I'm blushingg. your love is very warm, you have A LOT of charisma and a magnetic enthusiasm that just instantly draws people in. your personality and emotions are very empowering and inviting, and you are very individualistic, like that's just you, it's who you are. you guys are so in tune with yourselves that you're the type to see someone being left out somewhere lively and you invite them to come and have fun with you. people never feel judged when your around either, I mean someone could tell you their deepest darkest secret and you'd still be there no matter what. you care and love so much that people just feel this intense warmth, you are love and it radiates everywhere you go. I do think you guys do things to avoid certain things from your past though. you are very very open and free, but sometimes I think you use this as an escape to forget hurtful things.  this can lead you to not be so committal I feel. sometimes the independence and freeness you have can be an escape to run from the hard things, you just have to make sure you don't crash. I think you guys may be big extroverts and the introspection can be uncomfortable sometimes, which I totally get, just remember, the past doesn't have to be something you have to get rid of, it can be acknowledged and let go of, and if you were feeling free before, just imagine how free you'd be then.

I hope you liked this reading pile two! sending so much more light your way!

pile three

hii pile three, i hope you are having a wonderful day! for your reading, i got the 10 of wands, the 5 of cups, and the page of pentacles reversed. I think you guys could be currently heartbroken or recently went through a breakup. love right now may feel like a heavy burden, and you may have a lot of emotional exhaustion and the weight of expectations on your back. you could be carrying more emotional weight than sustainable right now, and this leading you to feel stuck or overwhelmed. you are emotionally focused on loss and regret, like there's an awareness on what has gone wrong or what has been missed, and this is creating an atmosphere of sadness around you. this is making it very hard to see what remains, and this creating a blockage here in moving towards growth and renewal. you could be feeling uncertain on how to nuture yourself during this time, and there could be hesitation in taking practical, constructive steps forward, despite the emotional weight and dissapointment. pile three, just know I'm sending you so much love during this time. these feelings are not an easy thing to deal with, and I know it may seem like your world is ending right now, and maybe it is. maybe for right now all you need to do is feel these feelings. you're in a state of vulnerability and you're very raw right now, and I know it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but you just need to find little ways to love yourself for now. the light will emerge again I promise, but just let time take care of that one. all you need to do is take care of YOU. you need to be gentle with yourself, nuture your patience, and have self compassion for yourself because not only are you amazing and strong, you deserve so much. you will make it out in the end I promise. 

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile three, and I'm sending so much healing your way ♡

hello!! i'm back with another reading! I love readings like this so I decided to make my own, I hope you enjoy!!

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture calls out to you. remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!

pile one

hello pile one! for your reading i got the 7 of cups reversed, the knight of cups , and the king of wands. I think your beauty is very cheeky. you could have the absolute sweetest, innocent face, doe eyes, big lips, and all, yet you could also be a bit of a tease. your beauty is perceived in a very grounded way though. it shifts away from the mere fantasy and is viewed as something more focused and genuine. your beauty isn't something that needs to be looked for , it shows through your true authentic self. I'm blushing just thinking about you guys lol. could some of you be into coquette type styles or like wearing bows? I just feel like your aesthetic is very cute. now your aura... people are ENAMORED by you, like heart eyesss. there is something so poetic, soft, and compelling about you guys. you have a type of beauty that is felt through the heart and is conveyed with charm and sensitivity. actually in love with this pile lol. you guys are also very confident too. people see that and it draws them in, you're very magnetizing pile one. you know how in a cartoon when a character is smelling a pie or something sweet and they're floating towards it with that look in their eyes? yeah that's how people act towards/ view you. you're inspirational, and have a very commanding, but generous presence and beauty, like you can't miss it. your beauty is very active, energetic, and imbued ( perfect word for you guys) with a sense of leadership and purpose. you guys are literally like a dreamm.

that's all for now pile one, I hope you enjoyed this reading!!

pile two

hello pile two, I hope you are well!! for your reading, i got the ace of pentacles reversed, the ace of cups, and the 9 of swords. I think that your beauty is perceived as very complex, or many different people have different perceptions of your beauty. it feels like there's so much cloudiness that I can't focus on a certain thing. your beauty could be more hidden. you guys could be shy or reserved because I feel like I don't want to be seen and I want to hide away. people may be uncertain and feel like you don't fit  the traditional or material expectations of beauty, or it's something they struggle to fully acknowledge or embrace right away. aw wait this is my shy sweet pile isn't it? besides those feelings before, people feel a genuine connection, a spark of admiration, or a heartfelt recognition of your inner beauty or emotional warmth. I just feel like giving you guys a big hug, or maybe that's what you feel like to other people. your beauty is seen and linked through your kindness, sincerity, and your emotional depth, you may have big feelings or you could be sensitive. now this has nothing to do with you guys, but you know when people meet someone so pure and kind and they feel inadequate or they try to make your beauty and light smaller? yeah that's what I'm getting here. people may be anxious, overthinking, or caught up in worries that obscure their perception of you. this can lead  people to project their own fears or insecurities onto your appearance and presence, no wonder it was so hard for me to connect at first, these people are crazy! let me tell you pile two, you deserve to shine. you deserve to be seen and admired, and don't let these people make you dim your light for something that is their own. you are genuine, sweet, beautiful, and loving people who deserve to feel like the world.

I hope you liked you're reading pile two, keep on shining!

pile three

hii pile three, I hope you guys are doing great! for your reading, i got the 3 of swords, the star reversed, and the 2 of pentacles. you guys are my sad/ darker energy pile. I think you guys could have tired eyes, or your resting face could be sad or tired. your style could also be wearing dark, oversized clothing, or ones that look comfy. you guys have a lot of emotional complexity mixed into your beauty. your beauty gives off a sense of resilience or heartache, which makes it deeply human and very relatable. Billie eilish vibes here. people may struggle to fully grasp the brightness and inspiration that is normally associatied with beauty due to some internal or external hesitations when it comes to you. you guys could be emo, alt, or have a rock aesthetic aswell, but the thing about you guys is that people adjust their views about your beauty. you don't fit the status quo and I love that about you. it's very out there and different, (oh that's what I'm getting at now) you're different but not in a bad way, you express your feelings authentically and they show up in a way that is physically on your face, your hair, your makeup, you could have piercings, tattoos, your clothes could be different ,or some of you could even be extremely creative in your own way. people do appreciate your beauty in different ways as they engage with you over time or across different contexts though. you guys are not easily digestible and I think you like it that way.

I hope you liked your reading pile three, I love your energy and vibe!

hello v ! I hope you are doing well!! 

for your reading, i started off with an energy check, and got the high priestess and the tower (your energy), the hierophant reversed and the king of wands (bd's energy), and the 9 of swords reversed and the 5 of swords reversed (the energy in between you both). you being the high priestess and the tower, there may be something that you're starting to realize or have already realized about this connection. you were asking if you should move on or make a move, and this energy is urging you to listen to your gut and embrace whatever change is here. there could have been a sudden realization that broke some illusion, and you are now realizing the truth. trust your intuition, whatever this is, you are right. with BD being the hierophant reversed and the king of wands, is he like a "bad boy" lol? he seems like someone who doesn't go by the status quo and does his own thing regardless of what other people think. he could have a big ego/ arrogance too. he may be a rule breaker aswell, likes the exciting, the unconventional, and bold things. I just noticed that you mentioned he was an aries... makes TOTAL sense now lol. and lastly, with the 9 of swords and the 5 of swords both reversed, there is movement away from heavy mental anguish towards healing. this could be both of you, but I'm getting your energy here because there's relief from something stressful, but there is also a theme of needing to let go of past grievances. you both could be replaying situations or arguments and obsessing over who is right, but there needs to be movement away from this so that proper healing can take place.

now onto the main reading! I got the magician, the 2 of cups, and the 10 of wands for how he feels about you. I think he has feelings for you that make him feel empowered, there's a lot of initiative here. a very bold person. he is capable of starting connections and manifesting his intentions, and he feels like he wants to take a big leap towards you. he also has a creative spark when he thinks of you, and with the 2 of cups, it amplifies this by bringing in feelings of a mutual and deepening emotional bond that carries importantance to him, it's very heartfelt. now while there is genuine connection and power to these feelings, it seems like it may come with some challenges or burdens that make his emotional experience complex or tiring. only take this if it resonates, but is he the non-committal type? there's some exhausting or annoyed feelings about being in a relationship for him. this could be some of the heavy weight or responsibility that he is carrying, like he doesn't want to do the emotional work or make decisions when navigating this connection. his energy is very " i want it, it would be fun, but I don't want to do the work that comes with it". it feels kind of icky. it makes sense he's an Aries as well because I'm ngl it's giving player a little 😭.

I also got the ace of cups and the 9 of pentacles reversed. this could just be some random advice, but I'm getting that there is a need for balance here. your emotional life and your material circumstances may be unbalanced, so there is a need to apply the overwhelming emotional fulfillment you are currently having into your practical life. this could be pursuing a passion project that brings you joy, or seeking practical and grounded ways to resolve the sluggishness of the 9 of pentacles in your career or finances. there's also a message here that you don't have to sacrifice one for the other, both can coexist harmoniously within your life. 

hello!! I'm here with my very first pick a card!! (woop woop) I am so excited to do my first pac, and I hope you all enjoy!

left > right > down

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture calls out to you. remember to also take what resonates and leave the rest.

pile one

hello pile one, I hope you are doing amazing! for your reading,  I got the 2 of wands, the wheel of fortune, and the 2 of pentacles. I really like your energy pile one! you could be someone who people view as always looking forward, and is thoughtful about the future. you do lots of planning and people can see or feel your fearless potential. you are very open, holding as much options as you can, and always ready for new ventures or directions. you guys kind of give me the energy of poppy from the people we meet on vacation! you have a lot of eagerness and ambition, with a mix of a contemplative readiness to step into anything that helps you grow. along with this, I feel like you guys are very unpredictable. you like to go with the flow, (I can relate lol) and you trust the rhythms of chance or the cycles of change that come up for you. you accept that fate has a plan for you, and you move and flow with the changes, good or bad. I think a lot of people don't understand this, but they still admire you in a way. are you guys extroverted? I just feel someone who is down for anything and is buzzing with excitement. I think that a lot of people enjoy this energy that you have. very warm and happy. you may have a nice smile or like to smile or laugh a lot, just so much joy here. people can also feel that you can juggle or balance a lot through anything that comes your way, you are very resilient and grounded. you have the ability to manage multiple demands at once, and you just do it so effortlessly and with so much grace that people just wonder, " how are they doing it all ?"you just give me such an earthy warm energy, like I'm seeing the sun shine through the trees, and I think that's exactly how people feel when they're around you.

I hope you enjoyed this reading pile one!! since this is my first pac, I'd love some feedback if you feel called to share some!

pile two

hiii pile two, I hope you all are well! so for your reading, i got the queen of swords, the 3 of wands, and king of swords. let me start off by saying that people know you are no bullshit. they know they CANNOT play with you, you see through it all. with the king and queen of swords anchoring your reading, it tells me you have high levels of discernment and leadership. you are a sharp thinker, clear communicator, and you have the ability to wield insight with fairness. you guys are straight to the point, maybe even a little blunt, and I think that can intimidate people lol. very powerful, dark kind of energy, like you may have dark features or have the dark feminine or masculine aesthetic. you could be people who cut through the clutter, and seek truth and understanding in your own experiences. I think you are very focused on you, not really on other people, and people can see that you're kind of tunnel visoned on you and your goals. people can also sense this sort of detachment that helps you when making wise choices, it doesn't seem like you use a lot of emotions. you are very open to the unknown though. you have hope and expectations about your future opportunities, and you plan the steps towards your goals in a bold way that expands your life or point of view. you guys are definitely viewed/felt as a very independent, serious, responsible, and decisive person. you remind me of Alex from the people we meet on vacation, which is so crazy because pile one reminded me of poppy lol!

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile two! I'd love some feedback if you have any!!

pile three

hello pile three, I hope you're having a great day!! how mysterious you are pile three lol. for your reading, i got the moon, judgement, and death reversed. I think people experience your energy in a way that is kind of... elusive. you may navigate your feelings without a clear direction, as if you were walking through the darkness where your subconscious fears and hopes mingle. people feel like that they can't fully grasp you or your energy. they are pulled in between what they can sense beneath the the surface, and the distortions that are created by uncertainty. I'm not going to lie, it's even hard for me to grasp your guy's energy lol. there is a moment of clarity here though, where you may be weighing past actions and current realities to decide how you're going to move forward. this could bring moments of insight to you that can sometimes be uncomfortable, and that challenge your established self concepts. are you guys going through like a "dark knight of the soul " currently? you feel like very reflective people and because of that, people may sense that you could be very drawn into your own energy. I think you are in a transition phase currently, that's why you're energy isn't very clear. the reading is also giving me what you may be going through, rather than how people are experiencing your energy, so I apologize, but the cards seem like this is the right message. anyways, you might be having fear or hesitation in fully relasing the past, or releasing something from the past. there is an internal struggle here, or a desire to hold onto familiar safety nets, despite you knowing that they will hinder your growth. there also may be tension here of the need for change, and resisting it's demands because the transformation often comes with loss or deep psychological shifts. I honestly think that you guys are very reserved from people right now. you may be isolating and not feeling your best, and I'm sending so much light your way pile three. I didn't expect the reading to go this way, but hopefully it helps/comforts someone out there! brighter days are ahead, and you will make it through. ♡

I hope you enjoyed this reading pile three!! if you have any feedback it would be immensely appreciated!

Thank you so much for the reading! The advice is so helpful. I do have trust issues, which would probably lead to misunderstandings if there’s no communication! I’ll remember to work on that. Also I am going through a difficult period. But I’m happy that it’ll be over soon ❤️

hello, I hope you are doing well!

for your reading, i got justice (reversed), the knight of swords, and the queen of wands. with the justice card being reversed, there may be some unresolved patterns or internal imbalances that could affect your perceptions or interactions in this connection. there may be a need to question assumptions or past experiences where fairness or truth may have been skewed or unfair. these past wounds and internal biases are influencing your expectations and readiness, and by acknowledging these things, it can lead the way for healthier outcomes. the knight of swords here, could reflect a need to engage bodly and directly, yet there is a warning to have awareness so you can avoid rushing into misunderstandings. this highlights the importance of having clear communication and mental agility when navigating new relationships. the queen of wands here represents cultivating a grounded yet vibrant presence that draws in others through genuine confidence and a creative spirit. if these hurdles are dealt with, a strong, radiant energy of self assurance and authentic warmth will emerge,and this will lead you to a flourishing stage of mutual inspiration and attraction. I think that the things reflected in the reversed justice and the knight of swords are the things that need to be worked on, so that the queen of wands energy can be there to help your relationship flourish.

I also got the lovers and the 5 of pentacles (reversed). this could mean that you are beginning to recover from a difficult period, one that involved hardship, financial strain, or emotional abandonment. you are returning to balance, healing old wounds, and choosing healthy alignment over past toxic patterns. this is actually giving me the energy from the main reading, so I think you are on your way to a beautiful loving connection entering your life!