RECKLESS PONY

Happy pride month EXCLUSIVELY to John Laurens

big nosed john laurens erasure..

there should be a pill you can take one time that will shrivel up your uterus and abort it through one last horrible period

Sometimes I think about how Laurens and Hamilton were real and how in 2026 people still celebrate their (possible) love, a love they had to hide all their lives. Just makes me a bit emotional as a queer person in those dark times when it feels like we are so unsafe once more.

dont trace reference images. dont even LOOK at reference images. in fact, don't ever look at anything that exists in the world, in person or in photos or in videos, even when you're not drawing, because you will still be able to use the memories of what something looks like as a reference when you're drawing it later. yes that includes yourself. destroy all the mirrors in your house. don't look down at your hands or feet. don't look. close your eyes. close them tight. forget everything. it's okay, embrace the darkness. just forget.