rebellrian

...but what if, the darkness is not what it seems? What if it is not an absence of light, but the most highly concentrated body of light? And what if that body of light is so saturated that the space-time dimensions cannot bear the weight of its four-dimensional imensity, that it exists in an inward-collapsing form?

What if, the darkness seen from external eyes, the one they told you to surpress, was actually a mere blackhole?

And darling, a blackhole can absorb more light than you can even imagine. No one even knows for certain if a blackhole ends in singularity or if perhaps, in some other reverse dimension, it radiates out a whitehole whatever the black hole had pulled into its gravitational force. Essentially, a blackhole may even be the purifying force.

When they told you don't embrace the darkness...so you kept walking your entire life unfulfilled. Wouldn't that be a tragedy?

I've always stood on the edge of following my whims, but I was chained up for so long, even when the chains were long gone, I was still too afraid to follow my whims.

Then something snapped tonight. Sometime past midnight, my fear was washed away by the sudden drizzle to God-knows-where. I was alone, I had nothing, and yet I felt like I can have anything and everything.

I worked through that sudden freedom and surge of energy until I went past that usually crippling witching hour. Next thing I know, I was typing away on tumblr, reviving an old blog that had long been silent.

I always envisioned that my life's new chapters should begin with a bang. For once in my life, I'm not waiting for it to happen helplessly. I'm making that big bang for myself.