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@rebekuh
of course i am, disgustingly bitter, and itβs a beastly thing to be. but the worst of me is that i'm so envious. i envy every one. i can't endure people who do things better than i doβ
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taybekah nights out idk
low amber light pools over the marble floor. a soft piano tune drifts in from the lobby. rebekah sits three seats from the end of the hotel bar, nursing her fourth glass of whisky for the night. her shoulders are slouched, her chin cradled in her palm. by now, she doesn't mind the overwhelming smell of citrus, nor the people who decide to stand too close to her when they come up to order.
this particular person, however, lingers a second too long. rebekah looks over. the woman meets her eyes and smiles politely. she starts tapping her fingers on the counter as she waits for the mysteriously absent bartender to show up. rebekah looks away.
a minute later, she's still there, still drumming her fingers on the counter.
"rough day?" the woman asks, as if sensing that rebekah's patience is wearing thin, and making a sorry attempt at de-escalating a situation that hasn't escalated yet.
"rough year," rebekah mumbles, taking a sip of her drink.
silence settles in for another minute. the woman shifts awkwardly, leaning over the counter in search of someone to take her order. "is the bartender around?"
"he'll be back," rebekah replies, taking another sip.
half a minute passes. the woman decides to speak up again. "are you," she trails off, hesitating to continue, yet she does, "okay? you don't seem..."
rebekah looks at the mirror behind the bar. her own pitiful reflection stares back at her. she thinks about ignoring the question.
"my best friend killed herself. so, instead of being with our friends, i have resorted to hosting a one-person pity party at the hotel bar while a music school dropout pretends he can play piano because everything in this city reminds me of her."
the woman's eyes widen. "oh." if rebekah was in the mood, she'd be too smug about how visibly taken aback she is. "wow. god, sorry. i didn'tβ"
the bartender's apology cuts her off. she orders quickly, then turns to rebekah as her cocktail is being prepared. her expression turns apologetic. "buy you a drink?"
"i've got one."
"it's an apology. come on. what are you drinking?"
the corner of rebekah's mouth quirks genuinely for the first time since her arrival in france. "macallan. classic cut."
"oof." her twisted expression shifts into a grin within seconds.
rebekah rewards it with a tight-lipped smile that doesn't quite touch her eyes. "you can't afford it, can you?" she says matter-of-factly rather than asks.
the woman's face betrays her as she seems stuck for words. "it's going to burn a massive hole in my pocket but an offer's an offer."
"so how can you afford this hotel?" rebekah asks.
"i can't."
the bartender interrupts yet again. rebekah watches as the woman orders her another macallan. she sits straighter now, her interest piqued.
"it's actually hurting me financially," the woman continues.
rebekah raises a brow.
"i was photographing today's event, so my agent decided to keep me close to all the," she air quotes, "vips and it was supposed to be at the agency's expense but then surprise." her voice rises with the last word before she chuckles awkwardly.
"you were one of the photographers?" rebekah asks, trying to recall seeing her face in the crowd but failing. "so you know who i am."
"everyone here knows who you are."
"and you came to me because...?"
"i was bored. and the tv programs are all in french. i don't speak french."
rebekah's eyes narrow suspiciously.
when rebekah doesn't bite, the woman fesses up. she slides into a bar stool two seats away. "i wanted to do a photoshoot with you."
"why?"
"i have an idea i think you'll like. plus, everyone i work with is obsessed with you. they'd die to work with you and i want to upstage them."
rebekah chuckles, then mouths her thank you to the bartender when he brings her her drink. "alright. i'm in," she agrees, downing her old glass and sliding it out of the way.
"wait, seriously?"
"yes."
the woman plucks the thin curl of lemon peel out of her cocktail glass and turns it between her fingers. she tilts her head. "do i dare ask why?"
"you don't."
the woman smiles into her drink and takes a sip. "i'm rachel."
"rebekah," she answers to be polite. "when do we start?"
rachel is taken aback for the second time this evening. "well. i- i- i- can," she stammers, gesturing vaguely with her hands. "...let you know?" her face twists apologetically. "sorry. i didn't think you'd say yes."
amused, rebekah reaches for her purse. she slides a business card in rachel's direction. "my number. text me."
"text you. okay." rachel's fingers wrap around her glass. "thank you. i'll..." she points at the lobby with her thumb over her shoulder.
she's halfway up when rebekah taps the stool next to her and says, "stay. i have questions about the shoot."
she sits back down.
[TXT]: remind me to tell you later
random text message prompts.
[TXT β Tay π]: you know i can't handle the suspense [TXT β Tay π]: tell me now
[TXT]: who are you with?
random text message prompts.
[TXT β Tay π]: aurelia [TXT β Tay π]: she's staying the weekend

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[TXT]: are you free tonight?
random text message prompts.
[TXT β Tay π]: for you?????? [TXT β Tay π]: always
miss rebekah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
@tmikaelson, klaus/rebekah debrief as requested queen xx
rebekah lingers near the edge of the wall where klaus' more controversial work has proven to be. the doors are locked. the lights are dimmer. klaus' footsteps echo louder. half veiled in shadow, rebekah looks at him over her shoulder as he approaches. he stops three paintings down, hands in his pockets.
as much as she prides herself on being able to read him like an open book, she can never tell if he loves or hates his own creation. she extends the silence by another half minute, then turns to face him, her arms still crossed over her chest.
"who is she really?" she asks, watching the corner of his mouth quirk ever so slightly. it infuriates her that he doesn't respond. "first i find her in the penthouse when you're at work. now she comes to your exhibitionβ"
"her visit wasn't planned," he explains.
rebekah disregards the interruption. "andβoh, yes, she's married. and i was entertaining her husband while you screwed her in your office."
"i didn't. technically."
"is she another one of your conquests?" rebekah asks sharply.
klaus' smirk vanishes. he stays quiet.
"she's married, for god's sake."
this makes klaus look at her for the first time since her interrogation began, and it's obvious she hit a nerve.
"what are you even thinking?"
"i'm not thinking anything."
"clearly."
klaus rolls his eyes, then redirects his attention to his painting.
"she's nice," rebekah points out, her voice softer. "and so is her husband. a bit boring, and he gets overexcited, like that one friend you have. what's his name again? anyway, my point is that he's stable."
she watches klaus for a reaction. a jaw clench, his shoulders tensing, even the twitch of a muscle. he gives nothing away.
"and she doesn't strike me as the type to latch onto the emotionally repressed rich playboy because all she gets from her husband is missionary for one minute once a month. there is something else here."
"what do you want from me, rebekah?"
"i want to know what's got my brother so wrapped up in a woman he usually wouldn't look at twice."
"what's that supposed to mean?"
"you know what it means."
what it means is this: he likes a challenge, he pursues it, he gets what he wants, then he moves on to the next thing. he only maintains connections if it serves his purpose, and for the life of her, rebekah can't think of any purpose his newest obsession might serve.
"what's your endgame?" rebekah asks.
klaus breathes in and out a bit too dramatically. he meet rebekah's eyes in a silent stand off that he breaks first after half a minute. "are you done? i'm exhausted."
rebekah huffs. she glares as she walks past him on her way out. "this conversation is not over." then, she yells over her shoulder: "i'm getting a cab and you're dealing with the leftover champagne."
[TXT]: just saw i called you last night. how did that go?
a game of telephone.
[TXT β Tay π]: not well [TXT β Tay π]: are you ok? [TXT β Tay π]: nik isn't being an idiot again, is he?
[TXT]: we need to make plans asap.
a game of telephone.
[TXT β Tay π]: say when i'm there [TXT β Tay π]: after the next 2 weeks tho [TXT β Tay π]: i have events [TXT β Tay π]: that i have to pretend to enjoy π

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[TXT]: you looked beautiful today.
a game of telephone.
[TXT β Tay π]: THANK YOU xxxxxx [TXT β Tay π]: MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!! [TXT β Tay π]: we should meet up [TXT β Tay π]: like ASAP
rebekah's perfume collection
valentino, valentino donna born in roma: signature scent.
top notes: black currant, pink pepper and bergamot;
middle notes: jasmine, jasmine sambac and jasmine tea;
base notes: bourbon vanilla, cashmeran and guaiac wood.
prada, prada paradoxe: fun daytime perfume that she wears to summer events. think brunches, festivals, tennis, sailing, etc.
top notes: pear, tangerine and bergamot;
middle notes: orange blossom, neroli essence, neroli and jasmine sambac;
base notes: bourbon vanilla, amber, white musk and benzoin.
yves saint laurent, libre: home wear and girls nights in.
top notes: lavender, mandarin orange, black currant and petitgrain;
middle notes: lavender, orange blossom and jasmine;
base notes: madagascar vanilla, musk, cedar and ambergris.
lancΓ΄me, la vie est belle: business and evening wear.
top notes: black currant and pear;
middle notes: iris, jasmine and orange blossom;
base notes: praline, vanilla, patchouli and tonka bean.
giorgio armani, sì: sweet but not overpowering; her go-to for a hot summer day.
top note: cassis;
middle notes: may rose and freesia;
base notes: vanilla, patchouli, woody notes and ambroxan.
tom ford, velvet orchid: for wintertime events and date nights.
top notes: rum, honey, mandarin orange and bergamot;
middle notes: black orchid, orchid, jasmine, heliotrope, hyacinth, rose oil, narcissus, magnolia and orange blossom;
base notes: vanilla, myrrh, suede, sandalwood, peru balsam and labdanum.
yves saint laurent, black opium over red: everyday autumn and winter wear.
top notes: cherry and green mandarin;
middle notes: jasmine, orange blossom and black tea;
base notes: madagascar vanilla, coffee and indonesian patchouli leaf.
maison francis kurkdjian, baccarat rouge 540: expensive, mysterious, alluring. first date exclusive.
top notes: saffron and jasmine;
middle notes: amberwood, ambergris and hedione;
base notes: fir resin, cedar, sugar, ambroxan and oakmoss.
rebekah's ig account, feat. @tmikaelson
π± / kol
sendπ±to find out about my muse's phone.
what name my muse has set for yours: Kol
what ringtone my muse has set for yours: default.
what contact photo my muse has set for yours:
what my muse thinks of the way yours texts: kol's texting style is close to rebekah's, so - nothing.
how quickly my muse responds to your texts: between two minutes and twelve business days.
how often our muses text: they text each other more often than they text anyone else in their family. but that's because they have a lot to say about a lot of things and calls aren't always possible.
how often our muses call: they call each other when they need to bitch. or argue. or both.
does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours: all the time.
last text sent from my muse to yours: why would you tell finn it was me?????
π± / elijah
sendπ±to find out about my muse's phone.
what name my muse has set for yours: Elijah
what ringtone my muse has set for yours: default.
what contact photo my muse has set for yours:
what my muse thinks of the way yours texts: he's too proper. full grammatically correct sentences, correct punctuation, not one abbreviated word. it's exhausting to read.
how quickly my muse responds to your texts: her schedule plays a big role in how quickly she responds, but elijah is one of the few likely to get a quicker reply.
how often our muses text: they text to make arrangements. and when rebekah wants to complain but he's not picking up the phone.
how often our muses call: rebekah is busy, elijah is busy, but a couple times a month they find the time to catch up over the phone if they haven't seen each other for a while.
does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours: if she knows he's calling to tell her off - yes.
last text sent from my muse to yours: you're not coming, nik's not coming you can't expect me to spend all night with kol and finn

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π± / esther
sendπ±to find out about my muse's phone.
what name my muse has set for yours: Mother
what ringtone my muse has set for yours: default.
what contact photo my muse has set for yours:
what my muse thinks of the way yours texts: she's a level above mikael, but she still texts like you would expect your mother to text.
how quickly my muse responds to your texts: quicker than she responds to mikael's texts.
how often our muses text: not often. rebekah prefers calling her when they have something to discuss, so texts are reserved for quick updates, confirming plans, and arranging calls.
how often our muses call: not often. esther wants to talk to her daughter sometimes, catch up, etc. because rebekah is generally busy and never has time for anyone outside of her circle. but rebekah can't be bothered.
does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours: no.
last text sent from my muse to yours: the other venue was nicer book that
π± / mikael
sendπ±to find out about my muse's phone.
what name my muse has set for yours: Father
what ringtone my muse has set for yours: default.
what contact photo my muse has set for yours:
what my muse thinks of the way yours texts: her default reaction to mikael texting is an eye roll because he doesn't text frequently enough to learn how not to text like an old man who relies on autocorrect too much.
how quickly my muse responds to your texts: just because he's her father (and lowkey scares her) doesn't mean that he has her at his beck and call. she replies when she can.
how often our muses text: rebekah tries to keep their texting time to a minimum.
how often our muses call: not often. their calls are short and all business for the most part.
does my muse purposefully miss calls from yours: he's the only person she'd never ignore on purpose.
last text sent from my muse to yours: elijah dealt with it, he might have a better idea