It’s weird the grief I still feel almost everyday.

I just want someone to take preworkout with

Everything you do feels like betrayal.

I spoke to you recently I just wanted to check in on you.. and you went an got the yin yang tattoo you wanted to get with me..

I remember when you jokingly called me a bum, and basic, and called a clown.. told me my music sucked and said that I was lazy. I thought they were jokes, but they were the only jokes you told me for almost an entire year. Over and over again.

I have to tell the public so I can never run back to you.

Back to scream into the abyss that is tumblr.

I actually now I realized that I was in a relationship and getting treated like shit.. and it was smoothed over with love letters and kisses.

I never got a happy birthday, never any desire to tell me happy new year, no real will to see me or call me. Wtf was I doing in that relationship? Like what.

I’ve pretty much been riding the worlds roughest roller coaster called life.