Dating Ampalaya

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You and I are both temporary people. From the start, we know that one day, we will part ways, will say our goodbyes, and will left each other memories. But, we do also crave for a love that last. We were both scarred by our past and were both afraid to love again. The pain became our strength, we use our mistakes to improve ourselves. We’ve done things together, we helped each other for us to stand on our own feet again. But, the thing we were afraid of happend, we fell for each other. With you, I am sure, I am willing to take risk again, I want to be with you. I am willing to gave you my all, these pieces of mine to make you whole again and never be broken. I’ve fixed you. Your smiles are again real, stars cover your eyes and shine and you bloom like sunflower over the summer. But you left, because you said that you and I aren’t for each other. You pushed me away, but you’re the one gone far. I’ve found you, with someone else, it hurts. I am once again broken, now even more shattered, I’ve forgot the first sentence, that you and I are just temporary people. Meant to meet, but not for each other.

I love the way you scratch my skin, slowly leaving marks and stains of red. I like the way you hurt me, I can feel how passionate you are while doing it. You stab me with your lies but I still love you. Hurt me as you please, this kind of pain became my pleasure.

“My thoughts left me a long time ago Since then, everything feels so empty, everything feels so blank. The body seems dead but my heart still beats. I want to pour out my sadness, express how I pain but only dreary thoughts came out of my brain.”