updated: june 1, 2022

I got a job at the marina so I’m trying to save up enough until I go to college! It’s a nice restaurant and the people there are cool, I’ve almost cried like 4 times tho bc I get stressed really easily 😭 I’m hoping I can save up enough to get a sewing machine soon hehe there’s fits and stuff that’d I wanna make. Also I found out I’m actually a Virgo rising!! I’m kinda glad because it’s like the only earth placement in my chart and all of that water with nothing to balance it out was stressing me out LMAO. Umm on a more serious note I’ve been diagnosed with avpd and I low key feel like that’s contributed to why I haven’t been as active on here (that and the lack of inspiration 💀). Idk something about people perceiving me on social media gives me so much anxiety lmfao but I definitely want to be more active on here and work through it!! Ooh and I’ve been trying to figure out what I want to study in college and I’m debating between going to art school or majoring in the classics 😁 I loved learning Latin sm in school I wouldn’t mind studying it again!! Oh and I turned 20 last month woo!! Still trying to figure everything out but that’s it for now! I hope everyone is doing alright and staying hydrated, I missed you all 🥺🫶🏽💕