this is a sideblog for other. things.

hey guys.

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yea. this is just a side blog I made in case I wanna post other things. not sure yet, but do expect a lot of rambling and complaining.

-@re1gn404 is my main blog. more stuff there

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CERTIFIED MARCHING BAND FANATIC-GO CAROLINA CROWN!!!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!!1

I don’t care who you are or what your opinions are on me, I will state my own no matter what.

I feel like I’ve lost most of the people I’ve trusted, and most of the people I still want to trust probably hate me because of a lie. I know I shouldn’t be bent up about it still but like I’m so unsure. Its keeping me up. I should really try and sleep but I’ve been too busy thinking that I’d be better off dead rather than taking up space and existing in a group that nobody wants me in.

why the hell did I have to be like this? why do I have to be annoying? why do I even think? why do I even talk? just to worsen a situation I put myself in? why do i blame it on others when it’s all my fault? I really don’t know. why do i speak my mind, even? why do i exist? I know this is like. biggest cornball move of my life but I’ve never been so close to just jumping out of my window and onto the cold, hard street head first in hopes that people forget that i was even there

and I know SOMEONE (ykwya) will be there to make fun of this post but once again

omggggggg I’ve never been more worried for a school year IN MY LIFE but it’s ok I still have like three friends so we ball I guess (probably like two actually more like one but idk I can’t count to save my life)

ok but I really really need to pick up a pen again I need tooo