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Shared fundraisers use the tag #razz's fundraiser list
Gaza Soup Kitchen
The Sameer Project: Food & Water
The Sameer Project: Move For Gaza
Palestine Children's Relief Fund
Scottish Trans
Rainbow Railroad
Black Trans Travel Fund
Highlighted family fundraisers: Safaa, Sami Hamad
You can find my ko-fi here. Interest-related miscellanea below.
I draw and write sometimes. A LOT of my writing is NSFW. I write kinky smut for fun. Mind the tags for my writing, reader discretion advised! If ya don't like, then don't read.
My organizational tags for my art and writing include #my art, #razz's art, #razz draws, #razz writes, razz's writing, and #razzdazz art
Some tags for specific OCs of mine: oc: tiff, oc: claire, oc: vrei, oc: rana, oc: kaze, tiffany mereign, ranarox, heart of atlantis, ina the kobold
Some things I enjoy: K-Pop Demon Hunters, Jessica Jones, Baldur's Gate 3, Dragon Age, Harley Quinn, Wicked, X-Men, Hades, Dishonored.
I am fascinated by cults. I love writing about tormented women. I love writing femslash and T4T and doomed angst antics. Celine they could never make me hate you.
I block for a variety of reasons, from seeing a hogwarts house in bio to bad takes about my favs to overt bigotry. Just curating my online space, don't mind me.
If you actually pay any attention to my OCs I will be so grateful. Ask me about Tiffany or Claire especially. They rotate in my mind constantly.
My Ao3 (a lot of it is Explicit🔞)
My Bluesky (also Explicit🔞)
{edit 06/18/2026: shortened and streamlined the information under the read more, removed the lengthy OC ramblings, added specific charities and fundraisers to highlight above the read more.}
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Europeans will say shit like “I hate Americans because they are stupid and fat and annoying.” when you are talking about the medical system or systemic racism or gun violence or something equally serious. Never fails. And the most infuriating part is that they are stupid and not skinny and extremely annoying and their medical system is falling apart and there is heinous systemic racism and family violence in their country.
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getting fixated on something is funny because the first like week i have an insatiable need to tell everyone i know about it and spread the good word but by weeks 2 and 3 it becomes so intense and personal that even hearing it mentioned in public makes me sweat as if a dark secret was alluded to
Oh sorry i took a long ass time to reply and didnt say anything. I got arbitrarily scared and tired myself out so now i cant say much. Oopsie teehee. it makes you feel like a huge dickhead
Bobby finds Celine at her desk in obvious pain apparently her arm has been killing her since last night and no matter what she does the pain seems to be getting worse. Bobby eventually forces her to go to the hospital after she starts slamming her hand on the desk in pain. He drives her to the hospital and looks for parking as she walks in but when he goes in he learns that shes in the ICU cause surprise she was having a heart attack. She lives and to her embarrassment as she’s recovering the lecturing of ignoring obvious symptoms of a heart attack start.
Celine is always getting into some sort of medical emergency in these asks 😔
But I would have it as Celine wakes up with heartburn and indigestion, chalks it up to nerves from having a board meeting that Rumi will be at that day, takes a bunch of pepto bismal and just tries to power through.
Meeting goes fine.
Rumi and Bobby stay behind to help clean up and Rumi mentions that Celine looked a little pale and is she sure she doesn't want to lay down or something?
To which Celine responds, No, she's fine. It's just a bad bout of heart burn, she's sure it'll pass.
And Rumi, who knows that signs of a heart attack in women tends to differ from men -- something Celine had taught her -- says that she's going to call for a doctor and could Bobby please stay with Celine?
(Rumi, who still hasn't figured out what she wants to say to Celine, suddenly faced with the idea that Celine was seriously sick, finds she can't be in the same room as Celine)
Celine, watching Rumi leave, sighing and going, "you don't have children, do you, Robert?"
No, he never had the urge to be a father, Bobby says.
Celine hums. No, she never had that urge either. But she found herself a mother regardless.
"I don't think I did a very good job," Celine says, laughing sadly, before she's hunching over again from another wave of pain.
"...something happened between you two," Bobby says. He's awkwardly patting Celine on the arm. "During the Idol Awards? I uh, noticed things got shaky between you two afterwards."
Celine nods.
"I hadn't realized how much I'd hurt her," Celine says. She presses her knuckles against her sternum. Rubs in slow, deep circles.
She takes a deep, steadying breath. "You think -- you think you're doing what you're supoosed to do. Teach her to be a good person, don't hit her like we were hit growing up..."
"No one really knows what they're doing, raising a kid, Kang-nim," Bobby says. "It's why I never had any."
Celine laughs again and then she's doubling over.
"It's nice of you to say, Robert," Celine says. "But I still hurt her and she hates me. And she's right to, it was my mistakes that made her... well."
A warm, solid hand pats her on her knee.
"Aish, Kang-nim," Bobby says. "She doesn't hate you. She just... doesn't know what to say to you."
"She doesn't have to say anything --"
Bobby shrugs. "Maybe not. But she does. Because she wants a relationship with you. Even if you think you screwed it up."
The pressure increases in Celine's chest and she can't tell if it's because of her heartburn or from the thought that Rumi still wanted her in her life.
"Please don't cry," Bobby says. And to her horror, Celine finds that there is wetness on her cheeks. "Look, you'll get checked out by a doctor and when everything is fine, you and Rumi will talk. And things won't be nearly as bad as you think, you'll see."
Mira twists her head so her ear's parallel to her knee so she can see the clock and frowns.
"Hey, Zo." She looks towards the mirrors lining the wall as she straightens out of the stretch; Zoey's thumbing through her phone, bangs sticking to her forehead with sweat. "What time was Rumi's board meeting supposed to end?"
"Half an hour ago," she said lightly. A beat later her words seem to sink in and she looks up. "Wait..."
Mira nodded grimly. "She should have called by now."
Zoey chewed her lip. "...Maybe the meeting went a little over? Or a lot over?"
Mira pursed her lips. "Doubtful."
Celine- i.e. the reason Rumi had been a nervous wreck about this meeting for the past two days- ran a tight ship. While she may consent to a meeting taking an extra five minutes- possibly ten if Jinhwan-nim was present and itching for trouble- thirty was unheard of.
And even if the impossible did happen, Rumi would have found a way to check-in and let them know that she survived her first real encounter with Celine post-everything; she'd promised.
For her to not have even sent a text...
A pit started to gnaw itself into existence in Mira's stomach. Mentally punching it into submission she stood and headed for her phone, charging next to Zoey's section of floor. "I'm calling her." And if Rumi wanted to bite her head off for it later ("Emergencies only during a meeting, Mir"), fine.
Tapping her foot against the rehearsal studio floor, she waited while it rang...and rang...and rang...
"Hello. You've reached Ryu Rumi's voicemail. Please leave your name and number after the-"
One day she was going to convince Rumi to create a voicemail thingy that didn't sound like it belonged to robot.
Zoey nibbled faster; Mira dialed again.
"Hello. You've reached Ryu Rumi-"
Again.
"Hello. You've reached-"
Why wasn't she picking up? At the very least, she'd have thought Rumi would have answered that last call to say she was still in a meeting, please stop calling.
Zoey was back on her own phone, tapping away (hopefully texting Rumi). Mira was waiting for phone-Rumi to start her spiel again and bring a miserable end to attempt number five when there was a gasp from the floor.
Like a geyser, Zoey sprung up from the floor and shoved her phone in Mira's face. It takes her brain a moment to process what she's seeing; a tweet with an image of a building, a knot of people, a laden stretcher-
Wait.
That- that was their building. And the woman on the stretcher...
It was only then she saw the text above the image.
"OMG is Kang Celine dying?!?"
Just then her call connects, and Rumi's sobbing in her ear.
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me: "have they tried not being fucking ignorant religious bigots?"
article: “I suspect that a bit of the steam has gone out of the LGBT thing,” Backman told the right-wing outlet, staying ahead of the issue. “There may be the odd protester, but if they have got armies of PR people laser-focused on that then I suspect it may be OK.”
The thing that pisses me off the most though is the fact I know so many LGBTQ+ individuals that still go there, and they are surprised when I actually don't. It's literally like that tweet.
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I was in a long-term relationship that fell apart partially because I was ace and my partner was very much not, and every time we looked for relationship help we got told that I was the problem. Not just that a significant mismatch in sexual desire could be a problem in a relationship, but that it was My Fault, Specifically, for not being willing to suck it up and have a bunch of sex I didn't want. To my ex's credit, he cared about consent much more than any of the professionals we talked to and refused to pressure me even when my (lesbian, billed as progressive and pro-LGBT) therapist was actively telling him to.
But it meant that we had absolutely no help or support when we were trying to work on the relationship in ways that *did* value my autonomy. There's basically no advice for people who want to try to make a relationship where there's a big desire gap work that isn't "well you should just have sex anyway" or "just break up lol". And that sucks!
Sometimes breaking up is necessary, and that's what ended up happening with us because there were other reasons we worked better as friends, but there *should* be better frameworks for discussing what people want and need that don't automatically assume that one partner's feelings are automatically more important or valuable than the other's.
I was dating someone who wanted to be accommodating and work with me to figure things out but lacked the EQ to do so in any effective way. It was my first relationship and I was still figuring out what being ace meant for me. It’s been eight or nine years, but I still remember very clearly the moment I realized we’d been approaching the entire discussion as if my orientation was the problem to be solved, and that it would be equally as valid to say that hers was.
She was significantly less impressed with this revelation than I was, but I tried to hold on to it ever since (although obviously the real problem wasn’t either one of us, but the mismatch and the lack of tools to deal with it). I think it’s super important to remember that we aren’t the ones in the wrong while our theoretical partners are the ones in the right. I was surprised by how much I’d internalized the assumption and I don’t think I’m the only one.
The other frustrating aspect of this is allo relationships will often have periods of time where libido does not match (I'm not derailing and this will swing back to asexual people)
Just after giving birth, during a family crisis, during a mental health episode, during health problems, during stressful periods at work
There are a lot of times when one person is horned up and raring to go and the other has no interest
And the solution often presented is that the person who is going through something should just put out because they are the problem instead of like...finding ways to engage in non sexual intimacy to reaffirm closeness
An asexual person is going to get 10x the amount of pressure and blame put on them and no advice on how non-sexual intimacy can help their relationships and if they get that at all it will only be to sell it as a bridge to sex they don't want.
I really hate the selling of intimacy as only equaling or facilitating sex. Intimacy comes in many forms and should be explored more by every couple as a non sexual act. And it the given importance it deserves. In fact I would argue if we as a society put more value on non sexual intimacy more relationships would be happier and healthier
And asexual people would stop getting shit for being themselves.
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