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Shared fundraisers use the tag #razz's fundraiser list
Gaza Soup Kitchen
The Sameer Project: Food & Water
The Sameer Project: Move For Gaza
Palestine Children's Relief Fund
Scottish Trans
Rainbow Railroad
Black Trans Travel Fund
Highlighted family fundraisers: Safaa, Sami Hamad
You can find my ko-fi here. Interest-related miscellanea below.
I draw and write sometimes. A LOT of my writing is NSFW. I write kinky smut for fun. Mind the tags for my writing, reader discretion advised! If ya don't like, then don't read.
My organizational tags for my art and writing include #my art, #razz's art, #razz draws, #razz writes, razz's writing, and #razzdazz art
Some tags for specific OCs of mine: oc: tiff, oc: claire, oc: vrei, oc: rana, oc: kaze, tiffany mereign, ranarox, heart of atlantis, ina the kobold
Some things I enjoy: K-Pop Demon Hunters, Jessica Jones, Baldur's Gate 3, Dragon Age, Harley Quinn, Wicked, X-Men, Hades, Dishonored.
I am fascinated by cults. I love writing about tormented women. I love writing femslash and T4T and doomed angst antics. Celine they could never make me hate you.
I block for a variety of reasons, from seeing a hogwarts house in bio to bad takes about my favs to overt bigotry. Just curating my online space, don't mind me.
If you actually pay any attention to my OCs I will be so grateful. Ask me about Tiffany or Claire especially. They rotate in my mind constantly.
My Ao3 (a lot of it is Explicit🔞)
My Bluesky (also Explicit🔞)
{edit 06/18/2026: shortened and streamlined the information under the read more, removed the lengthy OC ramblings, added specific charities and fundraisers to highlight above the read more.}
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Some Interruptions to Negative Thoughts/Thought Spirals 🌀
- Maybe, Maybe Not
Effective, quick, works for a variety of scenarios. Will x bad thing happen??? Maybe, maybe not. Am I x??? Maybe, maybe not.
- Nope/Nuh uh/I don’t think so
Rejects the premise itself. Shuts down thoughts, but may need to be used repeatedly. Taking a silly tone can help.
- I’ll deal with things as they come, if they come
Allows for ambiguity. Not every bad thought it completely fictional, so it’s okay to admit that something difficult may happen. Worrying only makes you suffer twice, so let yourself worry when it’s warranted.
- Being good at worrying doesn’t make me good at predicting the future
We are great at thinking. We are not so great at thinking accurately about what will happen. Yes many things can happen, but imagination isn’t reality. Let reality happen without trying to figure it all out ahead of time.
- I know myself and so I trust I won’t do that
This works better as you build more self confidence. It’s important to remember that when distressed by thoughts of ways you might be bad that these are not real. If you know in this moment you don’t wish to do those things, try to wipe away a hypothetical in which you suddenly change into a worse person and do them. Trust your knowledge of yourself over your imagination.
- That’s a silly thing to worry over
Minimizes overblown fears. Doesn’t work for everything, but can absolutely help shut down the times where we find ourselves overthinking something rather ridiculous.
Anything that works for you when attempting to escape a loop of intrusive thoughts, anxiety, or depression is good. No one phrase or method is perfect, and many times you will try to redirect your thoughts and they’ll roll right back. You must keep gently guiding yourself away from fear, and trace a new path for your mind to follow. Take things one step at a time.
hey OCD havers. are you getting the overwhelming urge to give into a compulsion right now? here's some advice: give it a day.
"i bet everyone thinks i'm really annoying, i should leave all the communities i'm in!" okay. but give it a day.
"oh god what if i said something that could get me canceled and forgot? i should delete all my social media!" okay. but give it a day.
"what if my best friend secretly hates me? i should ask her a bunch of times to make sure!" okay. but give it a day.
"i need to google my symptoms again or check the OCD tag on tumblr to make sure i really have OCD and am not faking it!" well hi! no judgement, i do that all the time, but maybe next time give it a day
it may feel like it, but there's no urgency here. you have time to wait and see how you feel after a day. one day. you got this ❤️
dear people with OCD: the next time you have spiraling & intrusive thoughts, what-ifs, or catastrophizing scenarios, I am sending a cardigan-wearing 46-year old NYU professor directly into your brain and he says "Aaaaand scene!!!" and he claps his hands slowly. and he says "Wow. Wow. Powerful stuff. Evocative imagery. A little bit post-modern, a little bit hysterical realism in the vein of Don Delilo but let's pause right here." and you will recognize your thoughts as a perplexing avant-garde film shown to an audience of 15 liberal arts students who are now trying to get a good grade and sleep with their professor.
I almost posted this without the professor-fucking part but I decided that it is in fact crucial to combating OCD. sometimes you have to fight fire with fire i.e. spiraling thoughts with strong negative emotions get countered with strongly emotive surprise, cringe, and humor
sometimes the OCD brain can't just be stopped from fantasizing completely, but you can redirect that anxious mental energy toward crafting a fictional setup and story that doesn't involve you or your fears at all
another thing I do is interrupt intrusive thoughts with a very conscious and deliberate "and then an elephant walks in." and I'd make myself commit to the bit. it would force me to reframe everything and specifically understand it in an absurdist context, make me confront how ridiculous the initial thoughts even were, and there is honestly no way to keep being serious and distraught about your what-if scenarios when you've introduced a fucking elephant into the mix. film studies professor is also that elephant.
so it goes from scary thoughts about my life -> step back. this is a weird fictional film now. -> characters are analyzing the film -> those characters are super messy and have their own problems, and I'm watching them now and eating popcorn at this soap opera
OCD is basically sticky brain disorder. Thoughts get stuck, then they bloat and rot inside your head and make you bury hearts in the floorboards and such. Sometime you gotta put in something different to get stuck instead, if you don't have the drugs you need to make the thoughts move on like they're supposed to. Flip the script, but it still needs a script. If you have OCD, not thinking isn't really an option without meds, sorry. Sticky brain :(
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Indulging in the Compulsion to ease the Obsession in the Disorder in a way that outwardly helps others but inwardly reinforces the OCD obsession-compulsion loop of confirming to myself that my worth to others is how useful I can be instead of acknowledging my inherent worth as a human being
Surely this will not have long-term negative consequences on my self image and self worth and how I interact with others
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Heya! If you know me, you know I'm extremely conflicted about posting this sorta thing. I'd also never be upset with someone that can't/won't do this, especially in this oh-so-lovely economy.
I have a fairly regular issue that needs surgical intervention about 1-2 times a year. The surgeries themselves are small but invasive. I've been dealing with a pile of medical bills from a past issue that's about to get bigger due to two necessary surgeries coming up, both of them basically advanced excisions.
Also, I'll most likely need to switch the way I get my HRT to a more self-directed method in the next few weeks, and the upfront costs to switch are rough for me. I could've sorta tanked that in a normal year, but not now. All this combined is hitting at the absolute worst time possible.
I've said before that I took up a second job to shore up some of my bills, but that was a part-time gig that's no longer available. And again, no hard feelings if you simply can't or won't for any reason, but especially if you're helping those of us that are doing far, far worse than I am.
is that woman character actually “not well written” or are you just not paying attention to her. is that woman character actually “less interesting” or do you just not care about her.
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a week into artfight i would like to give out the following reminders: it is okay if you thought you were going to participate but ended up not having time. it is fine if you started out enthused and then lost steam. you do not owe anyone revenges. you are not 'behind' and you are not letting anybody down. it is a silly little game for fun. do not forget this.
