~cheeeeesy miichaeel open up the door~

okay ignore all those sadposts an Awesome Acquaintance of mine is agreeing with me about art. the world is beautiful and magnificent things are incoming for all <333333

altho on that note i do remember praying that god would show me any kind of sign that somebody loved me and a bumblebee flew past (one of my favourite animals) and i said nahhh i want a better more obvious sign from god if it is real..... idk what i was expecting the clouds to part and a spectre appear or smthn lmao

ngl it's so fucked up that my father taught me that religious people were dumber than dogs and basically inhuman due to their stupidity and yet i still prayed to god as a child because the idea of an almighty creator made more sense than the bullshit he spewed

everybody ever is going to hell we are all fucked and nothing good is ever going to happen to anybody.