elephantastical surreality.

Being tired

All the time

It never stops

3 naps a day

Always cold

Or really hot

There is no in-between

Terrible circulation

What are extremities

Why can’t I eat anything

Oh I remember - 

Nausea

I can’t stand up

Am I supposed to see my heartbeat??

Chest could explode at any minute

“I just sat up why do I feel like I ran a marathon”

Dizzy

Dizzy when standing up

Dizzy when sitting down

Dizzy when lying in bed

Always dizzy

Brain fog

Otherwise known as

“I think I was going to say something”

“What”

“That word … uhh …”

*stares at keyboard for years trying to remember how to spell*

Still very tired

I have literally drunk a Pacific Ocean of water in the past 3 hours

I have to pee 59 times a day (see above)

12 salt shakers

12

My favorite food is salt

If I could I would inject salt straight into my veins

If I could find my veins

Writing this tired me out

I need a nap

An important reminder 💊