ray // yura

are when mr davidson goes off on his tirade about wanting to be choked by his wife while he jerks off (normal time to have a dead-eyed my-soul-just-exited-my-body kind of expression)

i like never post my edits here i normally just stick em on tiktok or twitter but since a handful of you guys liked my post talking about the look John gives Wilbur at the start here, I decided I'd post it here too LMAO

They make me physically ill, I wish we knew more about them pre-portal because just that first clip alone makes me think so much. The pure malice in Wilbur's voice as he talks to General MacNamara, the fact he is one of the only people in the entire hacthetverse that calls him John instead of MacNamara, the fact John's body is slowly decaying and there is a pressing matter at hand but he stops and just stares at Wilbur for a moment, the way he looks devastated and heartbroken all at once.

This is what I drew after this situation 👇