Raven Rouge

Jacqueline listens but that didn’t mean she understood what Raven meant. “Fine. But don’t think I’ll enjoy anything ever again.” She said being dramatic whether she knew it or not. “Back up off my man, But I get it cause Cam is like ew compared to Clayton.” She didn’t like when others found Clayton attractive even after death. “Sounds like life without him but what other choice do I have so I guess I have to get used to the knew fun.” She sighed and Followed Raven.

“But I love him!” She cries. “It’s not fair!” she prolonged dramatically. “Why?! why did something bad happen to such a good loving kind soul like my Clay,Clay.” She sniffles. “How am I ever going to love again? No one is ever going to be half as handsome as him. or be that good at fingering….a guitar.”

The Non-Believer

Raven managed to get Jac to get Clayton to go to church because Jac wanted to prove to her Clay could be “good” Jac looked over at Clayton and grins and then straightens Tate’s tie like a mother would. Jac grabs Clayton’s hand slowly knowing how uncomfortable he got around outsiders. ‘It’s okay baby.’ She whispers and pushes her breasts up. ‘See I told you.’ She says to Raven quietly.

“Jac, he’s freaking out. We need to go before the people of the church start to intrude.” Raven realized this was a bad idea to drag them her. “Come on Clayton let’s just go.” She reached for his hand but he grabbed her tightly. “Let go of me.” She said quietly but desperate as he squeezed her hand tighter, “Ahh! Clayton! Let go!” She said and the people turned around in their seats looking at them. “You’re hurting me!’ Raven was brought to her knees as Clayton was now standing. “Jacqueline, please!” She begged her sister to stop him. 

‘My life is the best it ever has been!’ She protested. ‘Well think again, because guess what?! it is.’ She sasses. ‘He takes away the bad and fills me with the good. just like he filled me with this baby.’

“I missed you too babe. You don’t understand, Rave.” He shook his head. “It’s Micah. We went out drinking like he had and then we decided to do skinny dipping. well we did and we were in the water and everything was fine till he stepped in the quicksand, It just ate him up Rave.” He cries. “I ran to get help not even taking a second to put on my clothes and they arrested me for running though the boardwalk nude. I tried to tell them but when I pointed to where micah was all I seen was his middle finger just above the sand reaching for help and then he was just… gone. My best friend. Gone.” Was cam telling the truth or was he just on shrooms? who knows.

Dimitri was on the fence about what he should say. “Well, um, yeah, But I think the real okay would come from yourself and whether or not you think it’s a good idea.” He meant if she could do her job without stealing the drugs.

‘Having a little Clayton Carter.’ She tells her sister. ‘Cause why would I lessen my chances even more than they already were?’ She never took one pill. ‘He pulls them out and polishes them. He loves them.’ She smiles at her. ‘Mostly.’

‘No, you slut, I’m pregnant.’ Jacqueline rolls her eyes. ‘Can’t you see?’ Jac was having Clayton’s baby again, but for how long? After all the torment her body had obtained from past pregnancy beatings and miscarriages from Clayton’s torment. and one abortion from the past it couldn’t last, but she understand that. “My teeth are beautiful and fine. Clayton takes care of them.’ True he did. they just weren’t in her mouth when he done it. ‘I told him no front ones.’

‘Exactly.’ Jac thought she had it all under control. ‘I cry cause the love is so intense much more than that of any you’ve felt.’ She snarled. ‘Sure he does. Where is he? Not here.’ She rolls her eyes. ‘Besides haven’t you noticed something different about me?’ She stood there.

‘Yes it is! He can’t live without me! you can. Don’t you dare! He is nothing like dad! I love Clayton!’

‘I miss you too, but sometimes Clayton just needs me more than you.’ Jac said honestly as she thought. ‘You mean do I remember the man that got me pregnant and then I had to get an abortion and now I can’t have the man that I loves baby?! Yes! I remember that Stubbed, hairy, hermit Cock of a man!’

‘Then I’ll die happy! GOOD! If I am brainwashed Good, Because I’m happy and I want to be then. I love Clayton don’t you understand?! I want to go nowhere else in the world because he is my world.”

‘No Raven!’ Jac tried to pry Raven’s hand off Jacs wrist. ‘I have to get back before he notices I’m gone or he’ll be angry! He’ll think I abandoned him.’