If youāre reading this it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it, so good for me. You donāt know me very well, but if you get me started I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard the writing is for me. But this, this is the hardest thing Iāve ever had to write.
Thereās no easy way to say this so Iāll just say it, I met someone. It was an accident, I wasnāt looking for it, I wasnāt on the makeāit was a perfect storm. She said one thing, I said another. Next thing I knew, I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now thereās this feeling in my gut: She might be the one.
Sheās completely nuts, in a way that makes me smileāhighly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance required. She is you, Karen. Thatās the good news. The bad is that I donāt know how to be with you right now, and that scares the shit out of me. Because if I am not with you right now, I have this feeling we will get lost out there. Itās a big, bad world full of twists and turns, and people have a way of blinking and missing the momentāthe moment that couldāve changed everything. I donāt know whatās going on with us, and I canāt tell you why you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me. But damn you smell good, like home. And you make excellent coffee; thatās got to count for something, right?
Call me.
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