Mom

“Today is my birthday” p2 a photo series 🖤

You deserve someone who chooses you.

You deserve someone who is sure about you.

You deserve someone who reciprocates, and puts in effort.

You deserve someone who includes you & makes plans for the both of you. Someone who says, “we”, and makes you a part of their world.

You deserve someone who values you & respects your entire being.

You deserve someone you can trust with your heart, with your darkest parts, & all of your different dimensions.

You deserve someone who will honor you even when you’re not around. Someone who is considerate & empathetic.

You deserve someone who is all in, who doesn’t have one foot in the door and one foot out. Someone with clear, and pure intentions.

You deserve someone who puts you first.

You deserve someone who sees the light in you, even through the flaws.

You deserve someone who doesn’t judge you.

You deserve someone who reminds you of your worth, & hypes you up.

You deserve someone who supports you, & pushes you to be your best. Someone who wants to water you & help you pull out your super powers.

You deserve someone who is passionate.

You deserve someone who is willing. Willing to take risks, willing to try, willing to fail, willing to go to war for you guys’ love.

You deserve someone who doesn’t let their pride get in the way of love. (And thats not to say they wont occasionally fuck up).

You deserve someone who is not perfect but committed to growth & learning each other forever.

You deserve someone who loves you out loud, someone who doesn't have doubt.

You deserve someone who looks at you like you’re the most beautiful thing on the planet.

You deserve someone who listens to you, & see’s you.

I thought I was able to move that way and I would be fine. I had close people telling me it’s okay to go have these experiences and although it didn’t quite align with me, I did it.

I ended up regretting these experiences, and feeling even more lost, and even hating myself. I was so out of alignment.

But even after all of that, I came back to myself. Some people lose them selves forever. But who I am at my core is so strong, I always come back to her.

Ive strayed away and put myself in situations I’m not proud of, but they do not define me, they do not run or ruin me, and they don’t take away from the person I am. The person I’ve always been.

My life is all about evolving and learning and constant rebirths and growth. I know who I am.