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Name: Sondra Location: Germany Age: 29

Thank You for Your quick respond, that gets mheart racing, but also taking away time to think to much about it.

Now the more difficult thing: what makes me a rape slut? Not important though, but also unsure, where to start. Maybe that i like to be naked, like to be natural. At home its nice to wear mostly nothing. It relates in my opinion to be a rape slut, because the source is the same: Love and passion for the natural way, the natural order and everything that comes with it, also that male are stronger and ruling the world, while female is there to give pleasure and help the male to receive their goals. That goes along with the sexual experiences You ask about. The most pleasure i received, the most reaction from my body, willing and unwilling came, when dominated and used. After the first experiences and casual boyfriends helping me discover my body in general i was quickly excited about tough men, wich knew and know what they want. at the beginning of my 20’s i was then with such a strong (and 15years older) men and from the begining He made clear demands and orders.

 That was completely right for me at this age, helpig me to grow and evolve. He guided me to learn how to deepthroat and taking it in the ass. He had rules about my wardrobe (no paties & trousers only a few times a year) and took me sexually when and how He wanted. That was the guidance i needed to learn and understand and internalize that its about His pleasure. When i was not that compliant in the beginning He used cuffs to make me available ad it not only gets Him His orgasm, but made me wet and aroused. This was noticable and even it took some time, it clicked in at that moment, that i am very much pleasured when man-handled and used.

That only being the start to searching for like-minded and expanding my experiences and so i was together with one loving petplay. Learnig about lose of control very much at that time, wearing a chastity belt or locked plugs for example, also having put mittens on and hands useless or a locked (shock) collar helped me understand and accept, that being without control, to the total whim of someone, makes me happy and satisfied. Of course it continued to be the same sexually, being fucked when He wanted/ needed and gettig my pleasure out of it. Its hard to describe, but whe i was denied of orgasm and pleasure from the chastity it was an even bigger pleasure when He finally touched me and used me sexually.

After He was gone with a younger slut and i was alone, i was depressed and lonely. Also bein un-fucked i decided to try out some sex and men to get away from the depressing. At the beginning of my 30’s i was around in bars, pubs and discos and had affairs with a few men. It was boring and frustrating to feel almost nothing and have no sexual pleasure with “normal” sexual intercourse, let alone being together with each of them for extended times, they only wantig to be “romantic” and share “quality time”.

*You have an overwhelming desire to be raped. Your fantasy revolves around the Rapist taking pleasure from you. You realize that you are the sexual object in this exchange.

*You are submissive. You enjoy following directions and orders. You will not waste my time. You will not expect me to chase you.

*You enjoy being a part of something greater than yourself. You enjoy knowing that your actions will enable other girls to be exploited and raped. You enjoy knowing that you are inspiring and helping to recruit the next generation of Rapists.

*You are willing to improve your attitude or appearance.